Time to destroy the gym 💪🏼 my therapy , to all my fans out there who are rooting for me , Im writing you a little update, I've been busy so im not able to reply everyone's messages/comments , it's been difficult for me to memorize a full long mandarin script, a foreign language which I'm not used to speaking and this is proper proper Chinese dialect with major tongue twisting pronounciations ➕keeping a clean diet in a city I've never been to, looking for the right food, most of the restaurants nearby only have szechuan food , which is typically really oily (but so good👅) relying mostly on fruits and meal replacements , it's freezing here (9degrees) so I can't run outdoor ➕ it's my first time ever traveling with my mother/ bringing her with me to travel or even better, living with her on a daily basis, getting to know her true colours, both good and bad, takes a lot of patience and understanding to handle someone so close to me yet sometimes a total stranger . We are getting to know each other better on this trip, sometimes I just want to give up and focus on myself and my building my future but it's tough after many many years of never living w each other , today I broke down in tears because it's really tough mentally, but I ain't letting this push me further away from what I want to achieve, so here I am, letting this go at the gym, where I feel most at peace. Now, I'm going to get back to it, thanks for reading ❤ love you all!⠀⠀⠀ ⠀
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Ps, on Sunday, 8 pm I will Go live on Facebook, see ya'll there 😘
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