💕「愛台灣，我的選擇」系列第16發：熱愛台灣詩的美國學者白瑞梅(Amie Parry)
「我在加州內陸地區一個叫做聖伯納迪諾的小城市長大，隨後在聖地牙哥念大學和研究所，並獲得文學博士學位。求學期間我們必須至少選修一門外語，所以我就選了中文。1987年我大學畢業之後，跟朋友來了台灣一趟，在台灣教英文和學中文六個月，接著就自己一個人當起背包客在亞洲四處旅遊。
我本來想要研究中國古典詩詞，後來因為獲得傅爾布萊特獎學金，便又再度回到台灣。當時我在討論詩詞的聚會上認識了幾位現代派詩人，所以我就將研究主題轉而聚焦在台灣60、70和80年代的現代詩。我的博士論文探討的就是，以現代主義來理解現有政治語言中難以理解的現代性。我認為歷史形塑而來的經驗，往往比語言本身還要複雜。
我研究的那些詩作沒有明確的政治性，反而是有很強的實驗性質，並帶著詭譎的神秘感。當時我認識的現代派詩人大多是跟著國民黨飄洋過海來台的外省人，他們經歷過戰爭和顛沛流離，也經歷過劇烈且痛苦的歷史創傷。每個人的經驗都不同，在那個年代，也很難說出口。後來，我寫了一本關於詩的書，並聚焦在一兩位我覺得特別有趣的詩人。我在書中問了一些類似的問題：這些詩作如何幫你思考艱難的議題？
當時的現代詩已經頗有制度，許多詩人都有投稿《現代詩》這份重要的詩刊，有些詩人則是將詩作與戲劇結合。整體而言，台灣的現代詩、表演藝術和文學都發展地如火如荼，也深深吸引了我，但我還未全盤了解。當我完成博士論文時，我便獲得交通大學的教職，讓我對台灣的學術圈感到非常驚艷。而當我出版第一本著作時，我也很訝異能在美國獲獎；我根本不知道自己獲得提名，當時我問授獎單位：「為什麼選擇我的書？」他們表示：「因為書中其中一個章節是以跨國的架構來進行整體論述，妳不是單用西方的理論和東方的詩詞，而是從東西方共同錘煉出嶄新的知識。」
我目前任教於中央大學英美語文學系，除了擔任系主任之外，我也有教授寫作課、文學課和文學文化理論課程。從我1987年第一次來台灣到現在，我覺得台灣人愈來愈能自在地與來自不同地方的人交談，就個人經驗來說，我認為台灣社會愈來愈開放。我第一次來台灣時，經歷了許多台灣社會有趣的發展，也結交了許多朋友，並認識了許多學術圈的同好。我想，這些珍貴的回憶就是呼喚我再度回台的動力；就像是，如果你覺得這個社會充滿生氣和活力，而你也能夠參與其中、做出貢獻，我想這就是像家一樣的感覺吧！」
✨白瑞梅 Amie Parry 現為中央大學英美語文學系 專任教授
💕Why I chose Taiwan #16 – Amie Parry
“I grew up in a small city in inland California called San Bernardino. I went to college and graduate school in San Diego. I got my PhD in literature. We were all expected to learn at least one language, so I did Chinese. I traveled to Taiwan with a friend right after I graduated from college in 1987. We came here to teach English and study Chinese for six months, then I traveled around Asia by myself with a backpack.
I originally wanted to study classical Chinese poetry. I got a Fulbright grant and I came back here. I started going to the poetry nights that were happening at that time. I met some of the modernist poets, and I switched my focus to the modernist poetry of the 60s, 70s, and 80s in Taiwan. I wrote my dissertation on modernism as a way of understanding the parts of modernity that are hard to know in the existing political language that we inherit. I think that experience in historical formation is always more complicated than the language.
These poems are not explicitly political; they're very experimental and strange. At the time, the modernist poets I met were mostly 外省, men who had been drafted and come over with the KMT, so they had experienced war and displacement, and a very intense and traumatic historical moment. People experienced it differently, and at that time, it was a hard thing to talk about. Later, I wrote a book about poetry, but I just focused on one or two poets I find really, really fascinating. And I was asking some of the same kinds of questions: how can these poems help you think about certain topics that are hard to think about?
At that time, Modernist poetry was a kind of an institution already. There was a journal called 現代詩, “Modern Poetry,” a really important journal that most of these poets were published in. Some of them combined poetry and theater. There's just so much going on in Taiwan in terms of poetry and performance and literature. It's just amazing. And I'm very interested in it at all, but I haven't kept up. After I finished my dissertation, I got a job offer at 交大. I thought, wow, there's something really amazing happening intellectually here. When my first book came out, it actually got an award in the U.S., and I was so surprised. I didn't even know it had been nominated. I asked them, ‘Why did you choose my book?’ And they said, because one of the chapters has a transnational of framework for the whole argument, so it wasn't like you used Western theories and Eastern texts, it's like the whole knowledge part is coming out of both places.
I currently teach in the English department at National Central University. I'm the chair and I teach writing classes, literature classes, and literary and cultural theory classes. Since my first visit to Taiwan in 1987, I think people are a little more comfortable talking to people from different places. In my personal interactions, I feel a difference, like a greater openness. Back then, there were so many interesting things happening here, all at one time, and that's the time that I happened to be here. And I made good friends in my personal life and in my intellectual life. And I think those are the things that made me come back: like if you feel that there's something interesting happening and there's some way that you can support it. I guess that's a way of feeling at home.” — Amie Parry
✨Amie Parry is professor of the Department of English at the National Central University
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George Michael-Amazing 不可思議
專輯：Patience (2004/3/18)
Written by Johnny Douglas, George Michael
I was mixed up when you came to me
當你來到我身邊 我百感交集
Too broke to fix said 'daddy what you gone, I'm missing my baby'
心碎難以撫平 我說:「是我逼你走的，我想念我的寶貝。」
Still missing my baby
依然思念著我的寶貝
I was stitched up by the hands of fate
命運之手作弄我
Said how you gonna make it on your own if luck is a lady?
說什麼你會自立更生 難道幸運之神是個女生?
Maybe luck is a lady
也許幸運之神真的是個女生
I was going down for the third time
我三省吾身
My heart was broken, I was not open to your suggestions
我的心已經碎了 我沒能坦然接納你的意見
I had so many questions
我的內心充滿疑慮
That you just kissed away
你的親吻帶走了我的疑慮
Tell me, I guess that cupid was in disguise
告訴我 我猜想愛神偽裝了一切
The day you walked in and changed my life
你走進我生命的那一天 改變了我的一生
I think it's amazing
真是不可思議
The way that love can you set you free
愛情解放了你
So now I walk in the midday sun
我走在艷陽下
I never thought that my saviour would come
我未曾想過會有救星現身
I think it's amazing
真是不可思議
I think it's amazing
我覺得那是愛情的魔力
I think you're amazing
我覺得你太神奇了!
You tried to save me from myself
你試著要來解救我
Said 'darling, kiss as many as you want!
你說:「親愛的，盡管親我吧!」
My love's still available
我的愛依然存在
And I now you're insatiable'
我知道你永遠都不會滿足的
We're like victims of the same disease
我們同病相憐
Look at your big bad daddy and your mom
看看你那親愛的爸爸 你的媽媽
And your mom... was always acting crazy
你媽媽總是那麼誇張
I was going down for the third time
我三省吾身
My heart was broken, I though that loving you was out of the
我的心已經碎了,我覺得愛你是件不可能的事
Question
問題是
Then I say my reflection
我的影子對我說
Saying please don't let this go
千萬別讓這份愛溜走
Tell me, I guess that cupid was in disguise
告訴我 我猜想愛神偽裝了一切
The day you walked in and changed my life
你走進我生命的那一天 改變了我的一生
I think it's amazing
真是不可思議
The way that love can you set you free
愛情解放了你
So now I walk in the midday sun
我走在艷陽下
I never thought that my saviour would come
我未曾想過會有救星現身
I think it's amazing
我覺得那是愛情的魔力
I think you're amazing
我覺得你太神奇了!
Celebrate the love of the one you're with
好好慶祝你身邊的這份愛
Celebrate, this life with you baby
滿心歡喜 我和你的一生
I think you should celebrate yeah
我覺得你該好好慶祝一下
Don't put your love in chains baby
寶貝 別讓你的愛受到羈絆
No no, walk in the midday sun
大步走在艷陽下
I thought I was dreaming
我以為我是在作夢
I think it's amazing
真是不可思議
I think you're amazing
我覺得你太神奇了!
I said celebrate the love of the one you're with
好好慶祝你身邊的這份愛
As this life gets colder
當這段人生浮現寒意
And the devil inside
你的心魔
Tells you to give up
勸你放棄這一切…
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