Finally the first post in 2019 2020!
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But I'm glad this post was on the 5th day because something happened in the first 5 days of 2020, which made me realise something important. Something that will make me set a meaningful goal and resolution. Something deeper that made me aware that yearly resolutions need not be glittery or glammourously envious.
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If you've been close by me for more than 5 years, you would have known how long I've been working, fighting for something, what's the downs that have been draining me up, causing meltdown moments. It was a tough journey. It was physically exhausting and more mentally exhausting. But most of you would have not seen this side of me. Well, I guess #geminis are really good at playing a #twoface game most of the time.
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Still, I'm glad to have experienced these moments because they say those times will shape a better you in the future. I can't agree more.
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Therefore this year, during the last five days, I gave myself a disciplinary freedom. There was one day when I just had one meal, there was one day when I probably just slept through the day light, there was five days when I just gave excuses not to work out. 😂 After hearing this, most would probably say, you're having a big problem and this need to rectified immediately. But please calm down coz the earth is not moving towards the sun. 😂 I'm fine. I just need to give my physical and mental a break. After this, I'mma work harder to sleep early, eat healthy and workout better! Putting a bit more priority to take care of myself properly, less worrying people around me.
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Also, I had a super heated argument with someone close. It actually sparked from one sentence which slipped from my mouth which wasn't even worth the big argument and getting crazy worked up over it. But what made me realise is, besides the negativity that's been accumulating inside me, I tend to somehow take people close by me for granted and unknowingly just lash at them and said brutal things. What's worse is, I didn't realise it. Not until I calmed downed and it was replayed and highlighted to my face. It sounds terribly horrible then. 🙏🏻 Gomen..
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Thank you for always... (cont. below)
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