關於 not willing to ，我們在網路上蒐集到這些相關的討論、資訊與評價

有女儿是幸福的。我有你们俩，双倍幸福。❤ Happy International Daughter's Day, my dears.

I don't think I could have survived the past year if not for the two of you. I see how you have matured and grown as big sisters, how you try your best to teach and tolerate your younger brother, how you dote on the baby to the moon and back, how you enjoy being little Mamas and helping to change diapers, bathe, carry and calm him when he cries, how you try your best to cope with HBL, homework and revision independently, how you care for each other and like to share girly secrets, and last but not least, how you love me and Papa too.

Growing up, I thought having two kids would be ideal but that notion changed along the way. A big part of it was because seeing the two of you grow up into who you are made me feel like it would be wonderful to have a bigger family. Indeed, both of you have welcomed your siblings with open arms and are the best daughters and best sisters I could dream of, and I am so thankful that we are where we are today.

No doubt we will still have a great deal of challenges to tackle as you two become tweens and teens in a year or two, yet somehow, I know one way or another, we are gonna be all right. No, in fact, we are gonna be more than all right. We will weather every storm hand in hand and through it all, you two will be my BFFs and hopefully, I can be someone whom you are willing to share all your ups and downs, joy and woe with too.

Thank you for making me believe that I can be a good mum and for motivating me to be even better every day. I love you, my girls. ❤

📷: @bloomphotographysg

#ahappymum #happyinternationaldaughterday #daughtersareawesome #daughters #notonebuttwo #mygirls #loveyoumorethanwordscansay

Topic: Struggling with Stress Eating

This was me 7 days ago

I resisted eating like a mad dog for 5 days after my recent F Up, but sadly I just repeated another stress eating, finished devouring so much fast food all under 5-10 min

I shot this pic to remind myself that I fk up again…

Normally my instinct is to Go to the Gym & Lift

But this time I didn’t do that, instead I just ate like a mad man again who looked like he hasn’t eaten for 45 days

And I’ve faced this episode - many many times

This was one of those things I know that if I kept doing, it’s just gonna end up really bad for myself

And the truth is, I wasn’t willing to deal with the stress at the time and kept holding on to it, ending in another terrible binge eat that made me felt depressed & pissed off about myself

It was a downward spiral as I started to depend on Food more than ever - Not for energy & health purpose but more towards mental temporary relief

And I had enough

Enough of the BS I tell myself - that it’s okay to just eat and enjoy the moment

Enough of Stress Eating - it’s time to earn back self control & discipline

It starts now

I’m sharing this, not to gain pity, but because I know how fkn hard stress eating messes up my body and I didn’t know whom to talk to - because normally it’s people who reached out to me!

I felt ashamed as I tell people to show up and keep the fire burning, but my own fire is being put off by myself

Whatever my personal reasons are - it is not an excuse to keep fking up, and that’s why I’m sharing this publicly to hold myself accountable to all of you, and to commit to a Plan

I don’t believe in perfection - but I believe in owning up to my shit & to take full control to transform into the Beast I know I am Capable of being

I hope this simple sharing can give some of you who struggle with the same problem - some courage & energy to change something for the better

I know it’s tough af, but you’re not alone and that you can be in control, as long as you’re willing to put in the effort 🔥

We are in this together - Let’s do this 💯

#KeepTheFireBurning

Our Willing and Generous Abba God

“He said to them, “Which of you, if you go to a friend at midnight, and tell him, ‘Friend, lend me three loaves of bread, for a friend of mine has come to me from a journey, and I have nothing to set before him,’ and he from within will answer and say, ‘Don’t bother me. The door is now shut, and my children are with me in bed. I can’t get up and give it to you’? I tell you, although he will not rise and give it to him because he is his friend, yet because of his persistence, he will get up and give him as many as he needs.

“I tell you, keep asking, and it will be given you. Keep seeking, and you will find. Keep knocking, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives. He who seeks finds. To him who knocks it will be opened.

“Which of you fathers, if your son asks for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, he won’t give him a snake instead of a fish, will he? Or if he asks for an egg, he won’t give him a scorpion, will he? If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him?”” (Luke‬ ‭11:5-13‬ ‭WEB‬‬)

Why do we need to be persistent in prayer when God is so willing to give good gifts to us?

God does everything under Heaven according to appointed times and seasons—a system of divine order.

While you are waiting for the time to arrive, He will prepare your heart and mouth to come into alignment with His plans, believing and speaking those things into manifestation.

So we pray persistently not because God is reluctant, but rather we are preparing ourselves for God’s appointed times and seasons.

Keep asking, keep seeking, keep knocking…until the appointed time of deliverance arrives.

“But I’ve been praying for years and nothing has changed!” This statement shows unbelief. Sometimes people pray one thing and confess another. They declare they believe God has healed them but they complain to others how they are feeling so sick and in pain. The apostle James said that a double-minded man who does not ask in faith cannot expect to receive anything from God.

Is the manifestation not here yet? That means the appointed time has not arrived yet, so keep on praying. Abraham was promised a son, but it was only many years later that the fulfillment happened. I am not saying that your manifestation will take years, but there is a right time that only God knows.

In the meantime while you are waiting, meditate on the passage above and get a sense of how generous Abba God is towards you. He loves you and supplies your good heart’s desires through His Spirit.

If an unwilling friend will reluctantly give you what you keep asking for because of your persistence, then all the more Abba God will exceedingly and abundantly answer your prayer requests. Believe this and wait for the appointed time!

Learn how to flow with God’s system of times and seasons by which He plans every purpose under Heaven. You will experience unceasing fruitfulness and restful increase when you apply the revelations in “God’s Appointed Time”:
https://bit.ly/god-appointed-time

向童年回憶致敬
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Instrumental : Chico & Coolwadda - High Come Down

Prod/Record by. KUMA

Lyrics:
How high could you be
how hot could she be
Playa life 窮 但是過得愜意
我不介意成為你的表弟
別那麼小氣人生不過一場遊戲
所以賺了錢我就花
派對 半套店 總有幾個爛渣揪你出發
我就是這種角色 大隻馬到小個 關起燈通吃 all I need is one love
yeah, now you know who's rappin'
這feeling 就像是Too Short steady pimpin'
不談情不交心 不然就dippin'
希望妳能明白 果斷下船 別跟我trippin'
I'm willing to 撤 別來煩我好ㄇ
裝哭也沒有用still not givin' a fuck
wassup, 她讓我解掉同時又解渴
若彼此不用負責 It ain't nothing wrong with please her

ooh you make my high come down
ooooh you make my high come down
you make my high go all the way down
ooh you make my high come down

Got that bomb ass weed baby lets roll up
get out my face
if u aint gonn puff
stop bitchin around aint got time for that
This that funky sound and i like that
I don’t know what it is but it feels so right
Cut em bullshit I’m abt to book a flight
don’t tell me no bills
vibe is gettin killed
Shut ur fuckin mouth baby
I just wanna chill
Kush on my mind n mind on my kush
It’s bout time for another backwood
Understood?
don’t blow my high tonight
That sweet cheery pie got me faded tonight
Don’t trip and stop playin tricks
Too much bullshit for this motherfuckin bitch
Too many problems for this motherfuckin bitch
Suck my dick bitch
I’m way too high to be fucked with

歡迎光臨~我是樂筆！

終於嘗試網路線上錄音，意外的品質......尚可接受！

大辛大學快畢業時決定休學，用全部的專注堅持走他想走的路─經營社群。不到一年時間，累積五千粉絲，並且受邀至各大企業、校園擔任專業簡報講師！最近他又集結一群優秀的創作者一起開了個很厲害的FB社團：BXTeam 職涯交流吧！

某天推薦這個社團給新銳 Youtuber「哇喜珮珮」時，他很驚訝我認識大辛並表示他欣賞大辛富有美感與邏輯的創作有段時間了，一直很想認識大辛......看到他發光的眼神，我決定默默幫珮圓夢，找他一起採訪「大辛先生」，結束時珮一直對我說：「我的榮幸！好開心自己參與其中！大辛的分享實在太受用了！」

相信這集對所有「想經營社群的人」都很受用，謝謝大辛不藏私地跟我們分享他如何開始經營社群，又是如何在孤獨的創作路上找到他的方式，將他人生的劣勢轉為激勵人的故事！

前幾天因為要製作投影片的關係私下問了大辛一些小技巧，結果大辛不但分享技巧給我，還直接幫我做了一個工具包，打開來應有盡有！真的是活出創作者樂於分享的愛呀～

還在猶豫的你，開始吧，我們一起走！

Welcome to Sunlight~
Finally I had tried to record online. Out of the blue, the quality was acceptable!
Mr. Bigxin decided to quit school before he soon graduated, focusing on social media management. Owning over 5,000 fans within one year, he was invited to give a speech about slides to enterprises and campuses! Recently, he has brought a group of excellent creators together to start an impressive FB group: BXTeam!
One day I recommended the group to Passion, a new youtuber, and then she was surprised that Mr. Bigxin and I were acquainted and said that she wanted to meet Mr. Bigxin because she admired his aesthetic and logical works. Seeing her glowing eyes, I decided to make her dream come true, so I invited her to interview Mr. Bigxin together. After the interview, Passion kept saying that it was her pleasure to take part in the interview because his experience was extremely helpful.
I believe the episode is helpful to people who want to manage social media. Thank Mr. Bigxin for generously sharing his experience of managing social media and finding his way to turn defeat into inspirational stories!
Few days ago, I asked Mr. Bigxin for some tips of making slides. He not only told me his tips but shared a toolkit, which has everything, to me! He’s definitely a creator willing to share~
Still on the fence? Let’s go!

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剪接師 Sound Editor：Papa.H
翻譯 Translator：Youli

【400,000 Subscribes Special】I played soundtracks from Studio Ghibli written by Joe Hisaihi in a music store located in Taipei. Thank you all for making this happened!
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💬SLSTalk
Finally, 400K Subscribers. It's been a long way! We're really sorry we couldn't celebrate by doing recital, concert or fans event due to the coronavirus issues. Still, we prepared this special video for you, hope you like it.

I've played them a lot at live streaming, but I rarely do videos for Studio Ghibli Animations. Not because I don't like it, it's just because there were too many covers already on YouTube. So I think this time it's a good opportunity to make it a medley with a different style of video, adding some words I'd like to say to you, hope you like this video.

As many of you might know, maybe it's the change of time, or change of the algorithm, change of YouTube, musicians on YouTube lives much harder than 4 or 5 years ago. We all have to find another way out to keep living. So in the past few month we've been working on streaming platforms, digital albums, and now is the Patreon. It would be really helpful that fans support us with those platforms IF you're able and willing to.

And just to be clear, I won't quit doing music videos even if it keep going worse, because doing these things including performing, recording and editing is one of my personal interest, that's why I started all this in the first place, and that's something never change.

Once again, thanks for all the supporters around the world. We couldn't have done it without you. I don't know how far we can go, but as long as there's audience waiting for me, the music would never stop. No matter what way you choose to support us, we truly appreciate it from the bottom of our hearts.

2021.07.23
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⏰Song List:
0:16 Merry-Go-Round of Life／人生のメリーゴーランド
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2:23 One Summer Day／あの夏へ
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