【什麼幸福】CABIN FEVER（原名【他X的幸福】）diary📝
(english below)
隔離的14天就是
吃（很多）
喝（很多酒）
玩（看很多爛片）
樂（其實慌張的比例比較大）。
（偶爾加一下洗澡啦）
不管看了多少梗圖和好笑視頻，腦海裡的dark thoughts還是覆蓋不了。
他🐎的到底要怎樣才會知足，才會開心？
看別人PO的動態，心裡又不由自主不停的和他們比，為什麼要這樣？
我參加過了大型歌唱比賽，給迪斯尼唱過主題曲，成績也就這樣，莫非是時候徹底放棄？
還是⋯⋯想那麼多是因為喝多了？一胡思亂想，就大哭一場（押韻耶！）
無所謂。重點是，寫了CABIN FEVER這首歌真的讓我發洩了情緒。
✨在留言裡分享我紀錄寫歌的美麗畫面✨😏
～還好沒有偶像包袱～
（感謝給我發過meme的人，愛你們！）
Quarantine meant eating a lot, drinking and getting drunk, watching shitty Netflix movies, and constant quarter life crisis(es?). (Also a shower from time to time 🌹)
No amount of cute animal gifs or funny memes could make me NOT go into my dark place.
How do you know when to be content and happy with your life?
Why can’t I stop comparing myself to the people I know that made it?
Literally
I went on big ass singing competitions, I sang for Disney, yet still didn’t make it. How do you know it’s time to give up?
Am I just like… really drunk right now?
Who cares (but probably).
Wrote a bop out of it I guess lol. (Tbh it was quite therapeutic)
Thanks for coming to my TED talk. Adding my beautiful songwriting process videos for clout (in the comments)
xoxo, gossip girl.
PS: thank you to everyone who sent memes during quarantine I love y’all. 💖💖💖
