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野放台灣五十餘年,貪狼獨坐,三方四正殺破狼格局,少年多舛,白手起家,隨展覽雲遊四海,如閒雲野鶴常持各類底片機流連廢墟、山川、宮廟忘返,遂設幻影堂自詡堂主,一日三省「凡所有相皆是虛妄」,常宅於暗房沖片放大通宵、鍾情黑白世界之單純,彩色照片俗世繽紛花俏做作甜美甚至比現實更現實故少拍也。知天命之年有餘,了悟人生一瞬、眨眼即逝,雖非仙人,亦無道骨,初聞離垢地生清淨心,但離華嚴「不動地」尚遠,待修持也。
2017年盛暑拍畢《巨神連線》,心律不整差點心肌梗塞向閻羅王報到,意識死神隨伺在側,人生苦短,如何了生脫死、盡斷煩惱、無所罣礙、遠離顛倒……總不得解,蒙釋迦摩尼佛開示飆淚三晝夜,聞佛法數載始知自我渺如塵埃,甚感慚愧。閒暇乃參訪名寺古剎,禮敬焚香佛陀菩薩羅漢諸神天仙王爺媽娘,台灣宮廟千奇百怪、宗派錯綜複雜(佛教、道教、一貫道、天主教、基督教、齋教、回教&大同教、儒教鑾堂、天帝教&天德教、慈惠堂&勝安宮、軒轅教、道院、理教、萬國道德會、會靈山……)、神棍橫行(依人不依法、偶像崇拜、斂財、邪淫),因歷史變遷、社會動盪、政治鬥爭、意識形態等因素導致佛道混雜,但地獄造景稀少,後專注拍攝各殿閻王、判官、陰司、獄卒、七爺、八爺乃至一切罪人,各寺造景巧妙、耐人尋味,意境乖張溢於言表,造型扭曲非常人所能塑也,然匠心獨運、自成一格,專研西方藝術數十載方知真誠樸拙最美,絲毫不輸喬托(Giotto di Bondone,1267~1337)乃至米開朗基羅(Michelangelo Di lodovico Buonarroti Simoni 1475 ~ 1564)矣。
創立於1986年的石門金剛宮風景優美可眺望北濱,雖主祀四面佛,儒釋道眾神尊也不含糊,可過七星橋解厄、繞行五百黝黑羅漢敲鑼印心、跪拜亞洲最大臥佛涅槃像,安太歲自不在話下,甲子太歲爺雙眼長出手掌印象甚深,1994年經閻羅王指示廟公建造一條肚內設極樂世界及陰曹地府之神龍,行走暗黑通道觸動感應機關,只見面容猙獰受刑者呼天搶地喊冤、身邊盡是血肉糢糊殘肢敗屍腦漿塗地,十殿閻羅各司其職、威儀攝人。新北市林口區青嶺湖北文紫祥宮包公廟則以壁面彩塑地獄浮雕獨步全台,粉嫩色彩搭配卡漫風格,尤為造型簡直恐怖到可愛透頂,該廟主祀森羅殿閻羅天子包拯(包青天),陽世冤屈者可至此參拜祭解,求破懸案者眾,逢中元普渡皆以紙紮船渡亡魂至彼岸,全台唯一閻羅天子巨像籌備中,四周環繞墓地,適合修不淨觀也。台灣首尊彰化八卦山大佛旁南天宮(1971)地府則是首座電動地府,規模精小但驚嚇度破表,略顯破敗但五光十色仍蠻凶悍,出自已故台南大道長金登富之作,而電動神明起始可追溯至1960年代北港朝天宮。倒是嘉義水上鄉白人牙膏觀光工廠「戴相府」、「將軍府」設置十殿地府出乎意料之外,乾淨亮麗、ㄧ殿ㄧ間、簡單樸實。由高雄蓮潭龍虎塔龍口入內可見全臺唯一交趾陶地獄牆面,尊尊栩栩如生,續入龍身乃進聞聲救苦白衣觀音大士三十三化身浮雕隧道,造型設色甚為古錐。高雄大岡山超峰寺入口處「西方三聖蓮池海會」(阿彌陀佛、觀世音菩薩、大勢至菩薩巨像)旁設靜態十殿閻羅(1970年代初),雖略為陳舊然韻味猶存,續往上行可抵「證菩提道-釋迦如來應化事迹」雕塑園區,一攬世尊畢生精華。如來年邁時,琉璃國王為報長期被釋迦族輕蔑之傲慢心,世尊雖三次單獨伽跌坐 阻擋大軍進攻之路,但因緣果報無法逆轉,昔日婢女所生王子瞋恨無以復加,還是滅了祖國。自持神通第一目犍連不忍無辜百姓慘遭屠殺,遂以缽盛救度五百族人,最終卻化為血水,佛言神通廣大仍不敵千百劫業力,因緣果報屢試不爽。其母死後墜入餓鬼道飢餓難耐,目犍連遂展神通救渡,但所食尚未入口皆化為赤火,佛陀囑咐農曆七月十五日僧眾解安居自恣日,於盆中設甘露美食供養十方僧眾,因此超度亡母。後世「盂蘭盆法會」乃至「水懺法會」、「瑜珈焰口法會 」皆為消業障、斷塵垢之超渡儀軌,既渡亡魂也自懺悔。
台南麻豆代天府規模宏大、造型豔麗,不但可遊十八層地獄尚可逛天堂(1979年興建,1983年開放),燈光絢爛、聲響駭人,獨自漫步宛如觀落陰、地獄走一回。先過「心頭山」、入「清心池」、進「陰陽界」、抵「交簿廳」、達「鬼門關」、遊「補經所」、探「枉死城」、行「奈何橋」,至ㄧ殿泰廣王照「孽鏡台」現造惡原形,睹抱柱、火床等小地獄。二殿楚江王開「陰查簿 」判案定奪,觀糞尿泥、餓鬼、舞池、寒冰、膿血、鞭韃、舌犁、劍葉、戟腹拋接、砧截……等小地獄。三殿宋帝王刑罰為倒吊、銅鐵刮臉、挖眼、搗樁、倒烤、吸血、穿肋、抽筋、蛆蛀等小地獄……兼遊「四生(胎、卵、濕、化)回魂府」。四殿五官王掌管腰斬、拔舌、沸湯、刺嘴、剝皮、箭樹、車崩、射眼……等十六小地獄。隨五殿森羅王豋「望鄉臺」回眸親人最終眼後觀擊膝、誅心、刀山、飛刀火石……小地獄。六殿卞城王別稱「大叫喚大地獄」,轄火牛、虎啖、噬腎、鉗嘴含鍼、釘喉、磨摧、砍頭……等小地獄。七殿泰山王為「熱惱大地獄」,窺烙手指、抽腸、頂石蹲身、油釜滾烹、割舌穿腮……等十六小地獄。八殿都市王掌管「大熱惱大地獄」兼火狗、鐵汁、鐵蛇、鋸劈斷肢、釘板、灸脊、鐵丸、磅秤……等小地獄。九殿平等王直轄十八層「阿鼻大地獄」,直透地心、內中陰森、不見五指、滿溢地漿,皆為極犯,另轄紫赤毒蛇鑽孔、夾頂、鐵鴉、針雨、蜂蠍……等小地獄。至十殿輪轉王上「觀生臺」、「轉劫所八司」(查驗司 、稽善司 、考過司 、恩怨司 、壽命司 、支配司、掌劫司 、授生司)後至「孟婆亭」飲「醧忘湯」忘盡前塵往事,依前世功德過金、銀、玉、石、木、竹六種橋樑至「轉輪臺(紫河車)」入六道輪迴轉生投胎。據《十八泥犁經》記載,人過世後七七四十九天為「中陰生」,經閻羅王審判善惡業力判定去留或懲罰百千萬劫,犯五逆重罪則墮入「無間地獄(阿鼻地獄)」永劫不復。地藏王乃幽冥教主,統轄十殿閻羅,逢三曹普渡便在各殿設「講道所」超度尚存善根之鬼魂。
人類居於五趣(阿修羅、人、傍生、餓鬼、地獄)雜居地五濁惡世之堪忍世界,犯十惡業(殺生、偷盜、邪淫、妄語、兩舌、惡口、綺語、貪慾、嗔恚、愚痴)者必墮三趣惡道。如何出「三界」(欲界、色界、無色界)二十八天?凡人無此意識,別說能破「十二因緣」(無明、行、識、名色、六入、觸、受、愛、取、有、生、老死)還滅門,更別想斷除「四聖諦」(苦、集、滅、道)集地八十一品見惑與八十八使思惑(五利使-身見、邊見、邪見、見取見、戒禁取見、五鈍使-貪、瞋、癡、慢、疑),了悟「五蘊」(色、受、想、行、識)本空、「十二入」(眼、耳、鼻、舌、意、色、聲、香、味、觸、法)空、「十八界」空,破俱生我執與分別我執、法執甚至空執,生十一處「善心所」(信、精進、慚、愧、無貪、無瞋、無痴、輕安、不放逸、行捨、不害),降二十六處「惡心所」(貪、瞋、癡、慢、疑、惡見、忿、恨、覆、惱、嫉、慳、誑、諂、害、憍、無慚、無愧、掉舉、惛沉、不信、懈怠、放逸、失念、散亂、不正知),須知善根斷盡則陷永劫輪迴、無垠轉世之苦。
地獄可能空滅嗎?若地獄空乏人間多鬼怪,地獄淨空世間何嘗非淨土?若能證空性何處現地獄?
地獄曠古來便廣泛流傳各部族間,老死生滅為自然運行之基礎、宇宙意識之核心,然今文明昌盛如咱城邦並非慾望消弭之所,惡性所及實無可根除,礙於憲法國家法律社會軍隊企業公司學校家庭團體之層層束縛不亞於十八層,乃遁於壓抑、束己情懷,暗埋心底、日久貪嗔痴慢疑怨噌會疊穢。而六塵未熄,心多妄念,妖魔鬼怪魑魅魍魎孤魂閃靈出沒於荒郊乃至人間,會靈於曠野密林以增性靈乃出世高人修煉之舉,我等凡人擅闖宛如迪士尼般之人造地獄,三魂七魄尚不足以出竅,驚邪恐怖淒厲猙獰倒滿足了自以為是的慚愧,豈不謬哉?
病毒肆虐年半有餘,全球確診者逼近一億八千萬,枉死者近四百萬,堪比戰爭規模,望眾生發慈悲心、令往生者安息、善待其他物種、平等有情眾生。地獄本空,唯妄念生起一切羨慕嫉妒恨而地獄現前。盡以此書作為世界新冷戰獨裁者、超限戰者、暗網駭客、陰險狡猾冷嘲熱諷落井下石者之良知備忘錄矣。
姚瑞中寫於2021年端午節
Postscript
I have been living recklessly in Taiwan for more than fifty years. According to Zi Wei Dou Shu (Purple Star Astrology), Tan Lang is the sole star in my house of Self. This star, which represents xxx, forms an equilateral triangle with that star Qi Sha and Po Jun on the square chart and constitutes a Sha Po Lang pattern. The pattern indicates a kind of turbulence and change, a life of wandering with ups and downs and it tells a lot about my life. After my ill-fated youth, I started from scratch and traveled around the world with exhibitions that I participated. Like a flaneur, I wandered around ruins, nature, and temples with every type of film camera obliviously. Thus, I founded the Hall of Illusion and claimed to be the master of the hall. Several times a day, I pondered a quote from the Diamond Sutra, “Everything with form is unreal.” In addition, I usually stayed in the darkroom developing film and enlarging those negatives overnight. However, I treasured the simplicity of the black and white world. The earthly, gaudy, garish, phony and pleasing qualities within colored photos make the images even more realistic than the real world. It is not my cup of tea, so I seldom took colored photos. In Confucian thought, the age of fifty marks the stage knowing the mandate of Heaven. I am now at my fifties and realize how ephemeral human life is. However, I am not an immortal, nor having sagelike characteristics. I just learned that the stage of stainless (the second bhūmi) and develop a pure mind that is free from doubt and defilement. However, I’m still far from the immovable state and need to practice.
In the summer of 2017, after filming the work Incarnation, I experienced a severe heart rhythm problem which almost triggered myocardial infarction and could have killed me. Consequently, I realized that death was waiting for me and the life is too short to figure out how I can liberate myself from the cycle of Birth and Death. I couldn’t comprehend how to be free from all afflictions and worries and how to avoid delusive ideas. I wept for three days and nights after being enlightened by Shakyamuni Buddha. Up to the moment, I felt ashamed that I failed to realize that the self is as insignificant as dust after these years learning and practicing Buddhism. Since then, I have visited famous temples and monasteries in my spare time, worshiping Buddha, Bodhisattvas, arhats, and all the deities and immortals. Taiwan’s temples are myriad with a enormous number of sects, including Buddhism, Taoism, Yiguandao, Catholicism, Christianity, Chinese religions of fasting, Islam& Baháʼí Faith, Confucianism, Tiandiism& Tian-De Teachings, Xiwangmu cult, Yellow Emperor Sect, Precosmic Salvationism, Liism, World Wide Ethical Society, séance cult, etc. Some people even claim that they can mediate communication between the deities or spirits of the dead with human beings, having their believer rely on themselves instead of the orthodox dharma or dogma and pay excessive respect and admiration for the mediums or objects, accumulating wealth through such an unfair means or even harassing their believer sexually. Due to Taiwan’s historical changes, social turbulence, political struggles, and ideological issues, Buddhism and Taoism are somehow mixed. However, there are few emphases on the concept of the hell. As I took photographs of Yama of each court, judges, wardens of the underworld, jailers, General Fan and Hsieh (the ghost escorts) and all sinners, I found few temples cleverly created hellish scenes that are intriguing, exaggerating, and extraordinary. However, the creations are unparalleled unique. I have been studying Western arts for decades and then I came to realize that simplicity makes the most beautiful works of art. These hellish scenes can even compete with works of Giotto di Bondone (1267-1337) and Michelangelo Di lodovico Buonarroti Simoni (1475-1564).
Jingang Temple Shimen District, founded in 1986, overlooks the beautiful North shore. Although the temple is mainly dedicated to Phra Phrom (the Thai representation of Mahabrahma), spirits of Confucianism, Buddhism, and Taoism can also be founded in the temple. The worshipper can go cross the Seven Star bridge to relieve bad luck, walk along the five hundred arhat statues and knock on the gong to affirm one’s Buddha nature. Furthermore, the worshipper can also prostrate themself before Asia’s largest statue of Buddha in Nirvana (the Reclining Buddha statue) and pacify the Taoist Tai Sui deity of the year. I was impressed by the Jia-Zi Tai Sui General that a pair of palms grow out of his eyes. In 1994, the biō-kong (the person taking charge of the temporal affairs of a temple) received a divine inspiration from Yama (the King of Hell) that he had to build a sacred hall in the shape of a divine dragon, with the interior designed according to the World of Ultimate Bliss and the Underworld. When the visitor walks in the dark hallway, they will see the tortured people (dioramas, of course) scrunching their faces and crying bitterly and loudly in excessive grief as the visitor triggers the mechanism. One will even find them in the midst of flesh, body liquid and blood, mutilated limbs, and rotten corpses. While each of the ten Yamas are focusing on their own duties, showing their sacred dignity that collect visitors’ attention. The Baogong Temple in Linkou District, New Taipei City exclusively features colorful depiction of hellish scenes in relief in Taiwan. With its pastel shades and cartoon-like style, the relief is both grotesque and adorable at the same time. This temple is dedicated to Bao Zhen (also known as Justice Bao) representing the incarnation of Yama. Living people who have been treated unjustly can come worshipping Bao Gong and receive exorcism. Therefore, many people come here for seeking to solve unsolved cases. In Zhongyuan Festival (the ghost festival), the temple will burn the Zhizha (paper craft) boat to ferry the ghosts to the other shore, which is the shore of enlightenment. The only giant statue of Yama in Taiwan is still in the making. The temple is surrounded by a cemetery, suitable for meditating on the loathsomeness and impurity. Nantian Temple (1971), located next to the Eight Trigram Mountains Buddha in Changhua, features the first animatronic underworld. Despite the small size, the animatronic underworld is intensely shocking. Though it’s slightly worn, the colorful dioramas are still brutally ferocious. The creator was the late venerable Dao Zhang (Taoist priest) Jing Deng-fu while the origin of animatronic deities can be traced back to the 1960s Beigang Chaotian Temple. On the contrary, the Whiteman Toothpaste Tourism Factory in Shuishang Township, Chiayi, features ten Yamas with individual booth. The place is unexpectedly clean and polished yet keeps a simple and modest tone. Then, the Dragon Pagoda of the Dragon and Tiger Pagodas at Lotus Lake in Zuoying, Kaohsiung, holds the only relief of hellish scenes made of Kochin ceramic. All the figures are vivid and life-like. If one goes further into the pagoda, they will see a relief tunnel of the thirty-three incarnations of the white-robed form of Guanyin (Avalokiteśvara) on a white lotus, with a lovely and interesting design. Another Hall of Yama is built in the 1970s next to the entrance of Dagangshan Chaofeng Temple, located in the Alian District of Kaohsiung. Visitors will also see three statues of the Three Holy Ones of the Western Pureland (Amitābha, Avalokiteśvara, Mahāsthāmaprāpta) which assemble at a lotus pond. Although the hellish scene looks somewhat antiquated, you may still find its previous charm. If one goes further, they will reach the sculptural garden of “Attaining the Bodhi Way: the Incarnation of Sakyamuni Buddha,” where the visitor can see the essence of Bhagavato’s (meaning the Blessed one, one of the common epithets for Buddha) life. When Tathāgata (another epithet for Buddha) was old, the king of Kosala wanted to avenge the arrogance of the tribe of Shakyas who had long despised him, regarding him as a son of a maiden. Although Buddha has sat in lotus position alone three times to stop the army from attacking his tribe. However, one can never reverse the cause and following karma. The prince born of a maiden was so furious that he eventually destroyed his homeland. Maudgalyāyana (one of the Buddha’s closest disciples), who is said to have had supernatural abilities that surpassed the other disciples, could not bear to see the slaughter of innocent people. Thus, he saved five hundred people of his tribe with a pātra (an eating utensil of Buddhist monks). Unfortunately, everything he did was in vain, those who were saved eventually turned into a puddle of blood. The Buddha said that the supernatural abilities cannot surpass the power of karma. The cause and effect work all the time. When Maudgalyāyana’s mother fell into the path of hungry ghost, he used his supernatural abilities to save his mother from hunger. However, all the food turned into fire before being fed to his mother. Later, the Buddha commanded the monks to put nectar and dishes in a basin on the 15th day of the seventh month in the lunar calendar for the monks from all directions to free his mother from reincarnation. In later times, the Ullambana Dharma Service, the Compassionate Samadhi Water Repentance, and the Yoga Collection for Feeding the Searing Mouths Dharma Service are rituals to eliminate karmic hindrance and to cease to worldly delusions. Through such practices, one can free the dead as well as confess their repentance.
Madou Daitian Temple is a magnificent and colorful temple in Tainan. Not only can the worshippers visit the eighteen levels of Hell but also the Heaven (it was built in 1979 and inaugurated in 1983) here. The lighting and sound effects are stunning and frightening. When walking alone in the space, one may feel like taking a Guan Luo Yin trip (a Taoist necromancy which leads people’s spirits to hell and communicate with the dead ones) to visit the underworld prison. Before arriving the first court of the underworld, the visitor will walk through the Mountain of Heart Summit, the Pure Heart Pond, the Frontier between the Living and the Dead Realms, the Soul Registry Hall, the Portico of Demons, the Center for Complementary Teaching of Canonical Books, the Citadel of Premature Death, and the Bridge of Vanity. When one arrives at the first court, they will see King Chin-guang, who is in charge of the court, using the Mirror of Retribution to show the earthly form of evil creatures and also witness the sub-hell of Pillar-Holding and Fire Bed, etc. At the second court, King Chu-jiang collates the register of sins the souls of the dead have committed to impose the punishments. Here, you will see the sub-hell of Excrement and Urine, Hungry Ghost, Burning Dance Floor, Ice, Pus and Blood, Whipping, Tongue-Raking, Sword Blade, Stomach-Piercing, Chopping, etc. Next, the dead at the third court, ruled by King Song-di, will receive the punishments including inversion tortures, face-skinning with steel and copper knife, eye-wrenching, pounding, blood-sucking, rib-piercing, roasting, tendon-taking, being eaten by maggots. The visitor can pay a visit to the Palace of Soul-Resuscitation for the Four Forms of Creatures (birth from an egg, birth from a womb, birth from moisture, and birth by transformation). King Wu-guan is in charge of the fourth court. There are sixteen sub-hells at the fourth court including Waist Chop, Tongue Removal, Boiling Pond, Mouth-stabbing, Skin-peeling, Sword Tree, Burning Wheels and Cart, Eye-shooting, etc. Next, at the fifth court, sinful souls are allowed to ascend the Tower of Hometown-Viewing to take a final look of their family. The visitor will witness sub-hells of Knee-striking, Heart-slicing, Blade Mountain, Flying Swords and Burning Stones, etc. The King of Bian City takes charge of the sixth court, which is also known as the “Great Hell of Screaming,” with sub-hells including Fire Cattle, Tiger-Biting, Kidney-Eating, Mouth-Poking, Throat-Nailing, Iron Mill, Decapitation, etc. The King of Tai-shan is in charge of the seventh court, the “Great Hell of Heat and Fire.” The sixteen sub-hells at this court include Finger-Searing, Bowel-Hauling, Stone-Bearing, Boiling Oil, Tongue-Removal and Cheek-Piercing, etc. Next, the King Du-shi is in charge of the eighth court, the “Great Hell of Intense Fire and Heat,” and the sub-hells including Fire Dogs, Molten Iron, Iron Snakes, Dismemberment, Steel Spikes, Burning-Marrow, Iron Ball, Scale, etc. The ninth court is ruled by the King Ping-deng. It is known as the biggest court, Avici Hell (the Hell of Incessant Suffering), which if the lowest level of the hell realm and the interior is gloomily and terrifyingly dark. Those who committed the most serious evil deed will be sent to the Avici Hell. Sub-hells such as Poisonous Snake, Brain-Removal, Crow-Gnawing, Raining Needles, Wasps and Scorpions are included at this court. After arriving the tenth court, ruled by the Great King of the Reincarnation Palace, one can visit the “Observatory of Life on earth” and the “eight bureaus of the Reincarnation Palace” (including the Bureau of Judicial Control, the Bureau of Good-Actions, the Bureau of Bad-Actions, the Bureau of Debts, Gratitude, and Vengeance, the Bureau of Longevity and Destiny, the Bureau of Familial Ties, the Bureau of the Reincarnated, and the Bureau of Birth). The sinful one will be sent to the Pavilion of Mengpo and made to drink the Soup of Forgetfulness to forget all past affairs. According to the sinful one’s merits of previous life, they will go across one of the six bridges (gold, silver, jade, stone, wood, bamboo) to the “Reincarnation-Wheel (Wheel on the Crimson River).” Finally, one is able to reborn in the six realms. According to the Aṣṭadaśa nāraka sutra ( the Eighteen Hells Sutra), after one passes away, they will enter an intermediate and transitional state between death and rebirth, known as antarābhava in Sanskrit, for forty-nine days. The being will be evaluated by Yama, who will decide if one should get reborn or get punished at the hell. Those who committed the Five Grave Offenses (killing one’s father, killing one’s mother, killing an Arhat, shedding the blood of a Buddha, and creating a schism within the community of Buddhist monks and nun who practice for attaining enlightenment.) will be sent to the Avici Hell and stay there eternally. Kṣitigarbha is the Lord of the Nether World, ruling the ten court of Hell. The lord will set up the “Hall of Teaching” at each court to salvage those sinful ones who still obtain few merits at the offering rituals.
Human beings live the Sahā world (sahāloka in Sanskrit, meaning “endurance of suffering,” a concept of mundane world in Mahāyāna Buddhism) where they share with other reincarnations (including beings of the hells, of the preta, and of malevolent nature spirits) with five turbidities (the Kalpa turbidity, the view turbidity, the affliction turbidity, the living beings turbidity, and the life turbidity). Those who commit the ten evil deeds (killing, stealing, adultery, lying, using immoral language, slandering, equivocating, coveting, anger, and false views) must fall into the three evil paths (animals, preta, and hell). However, how can one escape from the three realms/ twenty-eight heavens (including the six heavens of the desire realm, the eighteen heavens of the form realm, and the four heavens of the formless realm)? Worldly people who don’t have such an awareness cannot leave the cycle of the twelve nidanas (meaning causes or motivations), let alone eliminate the eighty-one afflictions (that have been produced due to misunderstanding regarding reality) and the eighty-eight illusions (including five afflictions of advanced practitioners, also known as five views: view of self, extreme view, evil view, view of attachment to views, and view of morality; and five unintelligent temptations: desire, anger, stupidity, arrogance, and doubt) of thought within the three realms and four Arya satyas (noble truths, including suffering, arising, ending, and path). They cannot realize that the essence of the five skandhas (referring to aggregates of clinging, including the matter of form, sensation, recognition, mental formation, and consciousness) , the twelve ayatana (meaning sense base, including six internal bases: eye, ear, nose, tongue, body, and mind and six external bases: visible objects, sound, odor, taste, touch, and mental objects), and the eighteen dhātavah (meaning compositional elements of human existence, including six consciousness, six faculties, and their objects) are the emptiness and the void. Furthermore, they cannot dispel the two reasons for clinging to the idea of the self and the attachment to elemental constructs and even believe in the two (false) tenets that that karma and nirvana are not real and that the ego and phenomena are real. As a consequence, they fail to develop the eleven wholesome mental factors (faith, energy, conscience, being ashamed, non-attachment, non-aggression, non-delusion, calmness, equanimity, conscientiousness, and non-injuriousness) and cease the sixteen unwholesome mental factors (desire, greed, anger, delusion, arrogance, doubt, wrong view, wrath, enmity, hypocrisy, vexation, jealousy, parsimony, deceit, flattery, harming, ambitiousness, stupidity, lacking of faith, idleness, being unrestrained, forgetting, distraction, non-discernment, ). One must bear in mind that once all our virtuous roots are discontinued, they will be trapped in the never-ending reincarnation and the suffering of infinite continuity.
Is it possible that the hell will be empty one day? If the beings in hell will become extinct while evil spirits inhabit the mundane world, the world could be considered as a pure land. If we could witness the nature of the void, then hell will exist no more.
Since ancient times, the concept of hell has been widely spread among all tribes. Aging, death, beginning, and end are the basis of nature and the core of cosmic consciousness. However, the prosperous civilization as our island is not a place where desire can be eliminated. It’s impossible to eradicate evil nature. Since fetters brought by the constitution, the state, the law, society, the military, corporations, schools, families, and groups are not less than the eighteen levels of hell, the mortals repress themselves, bury their feelings. Day after day, greed, anger, stupidity, arrogance, doubt, and resentment are stacking. However, since the six dust (visible objects, sound, odor, taste, touch, and mental objects) has not yet been extinguished, people in the mundane world are still full of delusions. The demons, devils, evil spirits, and the wondering dead exist in the wilderness, while only advanced practitioners with transcendent would attempt to make contact with the dead in the wasteland and forest. Worldly people like us trespass in Disneyland-like man-made hell. It is absurd and ridiculous that the hellish scenes cannot stop us from perpetrating evil deeds, but the horrific and cruel scenes yet satisfy our self-righteous shame.
The pandemic has been boiling over for more than a year and a half. The number of infected patients worldwide is nearly a hundred and eighty million, and the death toll has risen to four million, which is equivalent to a war crisis. I hope that we can all be compassionate, give peace to the dead, treat all sentient beings well and equally. The hell is innately empty; however, deluded and misleading thoughts would give rise to all jealousy and hatred and then manifest the hell before us. This book merely serves as a memorandum of conscience for dictators of the world’s new cold war, supporters of unrestrained warfare, dark web hackers, and those who are cunning and contemptuous and maltreat others when knowing they have problems.
June 2021,
Yao Jui-chung
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01/29星期五
2:04:01我討厭你/宇宙人
2:08:01 The Way You Make Me Feel/Michael Jackson
2:15:24學著道別/黃莉/南拳媽媽彈頭
2:19:05完美小姐/徐懷鈺
2:23:30 Lucky One/EXO
2:31:45 I'm Not A Little Girl/李芷婷
2:35:08 Stronger/Kanye West
2:39:59陪妳到最後/易桀齊
2:47:04窒息/李友廷
2:52:35帶我走 帶我走/Dreams Come True
3:04:05海海人生/符瓊音
3:08:37 The Rose/平井堅
3:13:07當你麋鹿/林京燁/黃子佼
3:19:43 Your Body/Christina Aguilera
3:23:38 Walk On Water/鄧紫棋
3:31:35一了百了/信樂團
3:37:02中意他/梁詠琪
3:39:46 YES or YES/TWICE
3:47:49 Marry Me/蕭敬騰
3:53:30 Sing Out/乃木板46
4:04:03彩雲伴海鷗/高勝美
4:07:15 I Have A Dream/ABBA
4:11:46寫一首情歌給我/馬念先
4:17:28 Mood Ring/Britney Spears
4:20:36 Lonely 911/蕭亞軒
4:28:30哈囉/阿杜
4:33:13年輪說/楊丞琳
4:38:43 Fu-Gee-La/Fugees
4:45:54 Follow me/BIGBANG
4:49:23愛的天靈靈/王心凌
4:53:09好想抱著你/強辯樂團
01/28星期四
14:03:59慢半拍/王大文
14:06:52好心情/S.H.E
14:10:16Deja vu/Giorgio MoroderDeja
14:15:45記得回來/韋禮安
14:20:01等等/Olivia Ong
14:23:5424/7/2YOON
14:32:02好愛你。/大塚 愛
14:37:43天真世界的叛徒/理想混蛋
14:46:45懂得雨天/郁可唯
14:52:14Clocks/Coldplay
15:04:06別人的/徐若瑄
15:08:22刻在我心底的名字/盧廣仲
15:13:31Time Is Ticking Out/The Cranberries
15:19:56Shake It/Sistar
15:23:22我要飛/草蜢
15:31:54gift/MONKEY MAJIK
15:36:20不准哭/同恩
15:40:56愛情廢柴/周杰倫
15:48:20敏感/艾怡良
15:52:52Grey/Why Don't We
16:04:06是否/蘇芮
16:08:05空白鍵/許書豪
16:11:33No No/Westlife
16:17:03Don't Start Now/Dua Lipa
16:20:02第五街的誘惑/李玖哲
16:28:07北斗星/溫嵐
16:32:45Beginning/Rain/韶宥
16:37:33喜歡你怎麼辦/王心凌
16:46:12Radioactive/Rita Ora
16:50:22箇中強手/羅志祥
16:53:22I'm Not Yours/蔡依林/安室奈美
01/27星期三
14:03:56蹦蹦蹦/梁心頤
14:07:39想要快樂/杜德偉
14:11:01Spider Man/Michael Buble
14:16:17善男信女/蕭敬騰
14:20:44可樂戒指/梁靜茹
14:25:21Don't Bother/Shakira
14:34:10Babylon/OMI
14:37:27我最搖擺/庾澄慶
14:41:59對的自己/鄭心慈
14:48:32Paparazzi/FTISLAND
14:53:36不敢聽的歌/李千那
15:04:12愛講白賊的查某人/賴慈泓
15:08:06我等你/劉若英
15:12:36Pieces of me/Ashlee Simpson
15:18:35你點的歌救了我/A-Lin/J.Sheon
15:21:59暫時停止呼吸/鼓鼓
15:26:30Rain Over Me/Pitbull
15:35:4534+35/Ariana Grande
15:38:59猜心/萬芳
15:43:44別再想見我/許光漢
15:52:00Jenny珍妮/The Click Five
15:55:19忍不住想念/李佳薇
16:03:56誰會記得我/郭富城
16:08:15終於勇敢了/袁詠琳
16:12:25HUH 嗯哼/4MINUTE
16:18:20叩卡遛/江靜
16:21:51Stressed Out/Twenty One Pilots
16:25:11合拍/郭書瑤
16:33:01走在紅毯那一天/彭佳慧
16:37:24最難的是相遇/吳青峰
16:42:59Still Falling For You/Ellie Goulding
16:49:34愛的數學家/蔣卓嘉
16:51:51我一定會愛上你/梁文音
16:54:16Sugar Lady/河村隆一
01/26星期二
2:04:15 S.O.S/ABBA
2:07:28你要不要吃哈密瓜/告五人
2:11:55看見什麼吃什麼/林宥嘉
2:17:02懂得雨天/郁可唯
2:21:24愛上每一個你/伍思凱
2:26:07 Since We're Alone/Niall Horan
2:34:12 RE-BYE/AKMU 樂童音樂家
2:37:12 Crazy In Love/Emeli Sande
2:41:26抱著你/張震嶽
2:49:25子彈boogie-woogie♂♀/Orange Range
2:53:53珊瑚海/周杰倫/Lara
3:04:05放阮一個人/許富凱
3:07:41你會想念我嗎/蘇慧倫
3:11:40 All That I Need/Boyzone
3:18:03 Future in your eyes/周湯豪
3:20:41 Perfect Illusion/Lady Gaga
3:23:37甜秘密/蔡依林
3:32:03 Free Flight/Dvwn
3:35:28情人節快樂/曹格
3:41:13擁有/棉花糖
3:46:05我愛上你/張學友
3:49:20東東路/魏嘉瑩
3:54:08 Sunshine Girl/moumoon
4:04:06男人不該讓女人流淚/蘇永康
4:08:35只憑接吻/菅田將暉/Aimyon
4:12:13回家路上/戴佩妮
4:17:56 BOOMBAYAH/BLACKPINK
4:22:02蛋裡/王振諾
4:26:26遺失的美好/張韶涵
4:34:53末路狂花/魏如萱
4:39:06 Grey/Why Don't We
4:47:31最高品質靜悄悄/9m88/leo王
4:50:55 Malibu/Miley Cyrus
4:54:42很大的世界/魏妙如/吳健豪
01/25星期一
14:03:57謝謝 夏之戀/KARA
14:07:35Honey/郭書瑤
14:10:4899次我愛他/元若藍
14:16:12我們都寂寞/陳奕迅
14:20:55對的自己/鄭心慈
14:24:43Miles Away/Madonna
14:33:56離開/MC HotDog
14:38:45This Is The Girl/Craig David
14:44:00在一起/安心亞
14:49:43Rainbow Falling/車銀優
14:54:48匆忙人生/楊丞琳
15:04:12花若離枝/蘇芮
15:10:00放棄妳的是我/卓義峰
15:14:32LEAVIN'遠走高飛/Jesse McCartney
15:22:35HWAA/(G)I-DLE
15:25:48戀人殺/陳零九/愷樂
15:29:17大風吹/許慧欣
15:38:09Love is Blind/萬妮達
15:42:32慢靈魂/盧廣仲
15:51:08You Could Be Happy/Snow Patro
15:55:10跳舞到天明/蔡佩軒/Kurt Hug
16:03:56無情的情書/動力火車
16:08:58ON/BTS 防彈少年團
16:12:58我就是喜歡這樣/丁噹
16:19:04一無所知/陳立農/徐佳瑩
16:23:09愛要有你才完美/那英
16:27:49Love Story/Taylor Swift
16:35:54Pump It /The Black Eyed Peas
16:40:34第九夜/李玟
16:47:31愛洗蝦米/旺福
16:52:00I'm a Lady/Meghan Trainor
16:54:41心絲蟲/noovy
01/22星期五
14:04:03Thunderclouds/LSD
14:07:04迷幻/蔡依林
14:10:28Feel Special/TWICE
14:15:40眼淚博物館/鄭興
14:20:24不確定/萬芳
14:24:54Keep On Running/菅田將暉
14:33:0634+35/Ariana Grande
14:35:55Everybody Bounce/高爾宣
14:39:36心有林夕/林宥嘉
14:47:47想要得不到/Tizzy Bac
14:54:36你好嗎/ROY KIM/HUE
15:04:06阿爸/周杰倫/洪榮宏
15:08:26Let Me Love You Like A Woman/Lana Del Rey
15:11:42巴黎草莓/糯米糰
15:18:58公主病/KIMBERLEY 陳芳語
15:22:00Say It Right/Nelly Furtado
15:25:35Face/GOT7
15:33:25大齡女子/彭佳慧
15:39:26Something Beautiful/Robbie WilliamsIn
15:48:08戀人是酒紅色/Aska
15:54:21欠處理/J.Sheon
16:04:06問/陳淑樺
16:08:15眼淚不聽話/安婕希
16:11:40Bop Bop Baby/Westlife
16:18:17Holiday/DJ Antoine/AKon
16:21:13飯隨愛人/邱鋒澤
16:28:49如果有如果/鄧福如
16:36:29The Good Side/Troye Sivan
16:45:52L.I.F.E./Supper Moment
16:51:01愛的黑狗兄/蕭閎仁
16:55:56Breathless/The Corrs
01/21星期四
14:04:02乾啦乾啦/八三夭/任賢齊/阿信
14:06:56All of your life/Backstreet Boys
14:10:44靜止/楊乃文
14:15:58哭過就好了/梁文音
14:20:45Nobody Knows/Standing Egg
14:24:34泡泡氣球島/魏嘉瑩/莊鵑瑛
14:32:57停不下來/Spark/韓睿
14:35:30Trumpet Lights/Chris Brown
14:40:22溫室花朵/陳綺貞
14:49:05Na Na Na/PENTATONIX
14:52:44他是末日預言中的宇宙碎片/陳珊妮
15:04:05酒命怪貓/曹雅雯/草屯囝仔
15:07:25SOSO/徐若瑄/李玖哲
15:10:59Love Game/安室奈美惠
15:17:33A Whole New World/ZAYN/Zhavi
15:21:27可有可無/佛跳牆
15:25:3美麗的力量/小宇-宋念宇
15:33:48Good Love Your Love/DEEP SQUAD
15:37:26蛤/吳克群
15:41:59了不起寂寞/戴愛玲
15:50:50英雄/NCT 127
15:54:40風雲變色/K-ONE/5566
16:04:03忘了你忘了我/王傑
16:08:32醜人多作怪/告五人
16:12:44My Love/The Bird and Bee
16:18:41末愛/Red Velvet
16:23:27第一次/光良
16:32:04火山/伍佰
16:37:23Candy Bling/Mariah Carey
16:45:40文明是一種靈魂裡的蠻荒/Supper Moment
16:50:13我的未來不是夢/茄子蛋
16:52:50What You Waiting for?/Gwen Stefani
01/20星期三
14:03:54Too Many Beautiful Girls/SUPER JUNIOR
14:07:11小男人大男孩/蕭敬騰
14:10:4祝你開心/孫燕姿
14:16:11白色/白安
14:20:03天堂/庾澄慶
14:24:16Things We Lost in the Fire/Bastille
14:32:27我心已打烊/A-Lin
14:35:39I Want You Back/Bananarama
14:40:28千里之外/周杰倫/費玉清
14:48:52鯨落/林采欣
14:54:12NA!NA!NA!/嵐
15:04:13暝那會這呢長/黃小琥
15:08:25Fast Car/Tracy Chapman
15:13:16Ladies &Gentlemen/鍾明軒
15:18:48Good Girl/Carrie Underwood
15:22:10有沒有妹/黃鴻升
15:31:00Real Groove/Kylie Minogue
15:35:17雨人/周華健
15:39:17沒有不可能/江美琪
15:48:13自躁浪漫/李英宏/李權哲
15:54:08Soul Flower/Tasha
16:03:59紅塵來去一場夢/巫啟賢
16:08:22You Are/于文文
16:12:58Be With You/Atomic Kitten
16:18:43Symphony/Zara Larsson
16:22:12Fly Tonight/袁詠琳
16:29:27愛人動物/蘇打綠
16:33:13還是要幸福/田馥甄
16:38:53Killer Tune/東京事變
16:46:45Here I Come/Supper Moment
16:50:22晨之歌/Lulu黃路梓茵
16:53:18THAT'S NOT MY NAME/聽聽樂團
01/19星期二
2:04:40 Happy Together/Simple Plan
2:07:09認真就輸了/八三夭
2:10:32AZAAR/張靚穎
2:16:03寂寞在唱歌/阿桑
2:20:28何妨/家家/茄子蛋
2:24:53聽到這首歌就回來/2PM
2:32:25滑步向左/比莉
2:36:10 Real Groove/Kylie Minogue
2:40:36忠孝東路走九遍/每次都想呼喊你的名字/動力火車
2:50:54 Timing/平井堅
2:54:34誓言/徐懷鈺
3:04:06你聽我說/草爺
3:08:55世界末日/信樂團
3:13:27 REAL LOVE/Jess Glynne
3:18:43有點甜/汪蘇瀧/By2
3:22:19甜蜜花園/林依晨
3:25:52戀/星野 源
3:34:31遊樂園/伯賢
3:39:47 野蠻遊戲/蔡依林
3:47:01夜盲症/蔡健雅
3:51:52 Bloom/Troye Sivan
3:55:26信號/GTM
4:04:03領悟/辛曉琪
4:08:48 Love Love Love/James Blunt
4:12:16愛情萬歲/五月天
4:20:12愛她沒的救/杜德偉/品冠、曹格 阿牛
4:23:52 Shake It/Sistar
4:27:17 Champagne Problems/Meghan Trainor
4:34:52領空/傅健穎
4:39:09別說/李玖哲
4:45:07 Anything Goes/Tony Bennett/Lady GaGa
4:50:54祈/Supper Moment
4:53:57 Follow You Down/Zedd
01/18星期一
2:03:54 I have a Dream/Connie Talbot
2:08:19現在就出發/品冠
2:11:35愛的叮咚/徐懷鈺
2:17:05愚人的國度/孫燕姿
2:20:59沒有雨聲的日子/四分衛
2:25:27我這樣的男人/CNBLUE
2:33:20 Don't Go Away/Fun Factory
2:36:43 Woosa Woosa/王心凌
2:41:17念念又不忘/李榮浩
2:50:42當你老了/莫文蔚
2:54:30 Bounce/Hey! Say! JUMP
3:05:09老伴/豬哥亮
3:09:08 Everything/Michael Buble
3:12:31 Na Ni/范曉萱/福祿壽
3:20:47 Higher/吳卓源
3:24:20 Hey Boy/Sia
3:26:45我的時代/MC HotDog/張震嶽
3:34:46藍色天空/九九
3:38:45末日之戀/張智成
3:44:11 Give Me Everything/Pitbull/Ne-Yo
3:52:02怦怦跳/金民勝
3:55:20愛上愛的味道/張韶涵
4:03:59永遠等待/順子
4:08:38空白鍵/許書豪
4:12:06 This Love/Maroon 5
4:17:31哎呀! AIYA!/Karencici
4:19:46 This Is What You Came For/Calvin Harris/Rihhana
4:23:23辦不到/張靚穎/大嘴巴
4:30:58你不在/王力宏
4:35:26那天以後/張娜拉/池義變
4:40:59旅行公路/小男孩樂團
4:49:00 Yes I do/Supper Moment
4:53:39 Together/MONKEY MAJIK
01/15星期五
14:04:03娛樂無限公司/Ella 陳嘉樺
14:07:31In Your Arms/Backstreet Boys
14:11:03紅粉寶貝/汪佩蓉
14:16:16世界唯一的你/曹格
14:20:45Everything/小男孩樂團
14:24:48DON'T HATE ME/EPIK HIGH
14:32:58Can I Get a Moment?/Jessica Mauboy
14:36:20Feel Good/謝和弦/KIMBERLE陳芳語
14:40:41胡鬧/吳克群
14:50:20Still Lovin' You/安室奈美惠
14:55:32胖子/自由發揮
15:04:05歡喜就好/陳雷
15:07:25Objection/Shakira
15:11:06芳華絕代/梅艷芳/張國榮
15:19:27為你幸福過的我/戴愛玲
15:23:59說好的幸福呢/周杰倫
15:28:07Rose/ LEE HI
15:35:52飄浮/柯泯薰
15:41:19The Animal Song/Savage Garden
15:50:07出口/徐佳瑩
15:54:13FULL MOON/三代目 登板廣臣
16:04:03因為寂寞/李宗盛
16:07:20騙人,不!/周蕙
16:10:57Chunky/Bruno Mars
16:16:16差不多先生/MC HotDog熱狗
16:20:40Believer/Imagine Dragons
16:28:23也許/林憶蓮
16:34:57傻瓜與野丫頭/張宇/徐熙娣
16:39:07Twenty-three/IU
16:47:24玩家/曹楊/派偉俊
16:50:46SPOTLIGHT/頑童MJ116
16:54:17I'm Ready/Sam Smith/Demi Lovato
01/14星期四
14:04:30I Move On/Chicago
14:08:251234567/F.I.R.飛兒樂團
14:11:46華麗舞台/草蜢
14:16:51在那個冬天的下午,我愛你/萬芳
14:21:15故事/蘇打綠
14:25:44DNA/BTS 防彈少年團
14:33:36Girls/Rita Ora/Charli XCX
14:38:11情書/范逸臣
14:41:50如果你愛我/艾怡良
14:49:56我愛夏天/脫拉庫
14:54:28甜蜜病症/椎名林檎
15:04:06狡怪囡仔/康康
15:07:58真想見到你/李玟
15:13:06Bang!/After School
15:19:29不安室的奈美惠/炎亞綸/吳卓源
15:23:10Click Flash/Ciara 席亞拉
15:31:35if/雨的遊行
15:36:04夢醒了/那英/王菲
15:40:10你是最美的/王語昕
15:48:20人間煙火/田馥甄
15:53:29YMCA/Village People
16:04:06灰色雨滴/趙詠華
16:08:19Falling/Harry Style
16:12:05心引力 You&Me/廖柏雅
16:17:49等不及/徐懷鈺
16:21:42Hips Don't Lie/Shakira
16:29:23透明/鄧紫棋
16:32:52美麗/王大文
16:37:47一直都喜歡你/齊藤和義
16:46:37機場/曹楊
16:51:22凝望/江美琪
16:54:58Amazing-Bad Lady/Cross Gene
01/13星期三
14:03:56溫度/929
14:10:33我們只有星期六/氣志團
14:18:00我很好/劉若英
14:22:22愛上一個女孩/許書豪
14:25:29Hurts/Emeli Sande
14:32:31Beep Beep/BTOB
14:35:57Be Strong/派偉俊
14:40:15感情生活/王菲
14:49:09NaKuNa/郭采潔
14:53:32We Didn't Start The Fire/Billy Joel
15:04:12天荒地老/荒山亮
15:09:05五天幾年/林凡
15:12:53MILLION MILES/Kylie Minogue
15:18:42Rehab/Amy Winehouse
15:22:31十二生肖/王力宏
15:31:13Body/Megan Thee Stallion
15:35:02威尼斯的淚/永邦
15:39:35你好.再見/Sistar-孝琳
15:46:48愛之船/馬念先
15:50:07我沒有用, 沒辦法給你想要的生活/怕胖團
15:53:55FREE FREE/鈴木亞美
16:03:56Cha Cha舞池/四大天王
16:08:01A-CHA/SUPER JUNIOR
16:13:25運氣來的若有似無/告五人
16:17:48Summer/陳昇
16:24:12I'm In Love/JTR
16:31:23心理遊戲/陳曉東
16:35:32Blanco/Pitbull
16:39:59路痴/楊乃文
16:49:40妳說妳還不了/曹楊
16:53:42Killing Me Softly With His Song/Fugees
01/12星期二
14:04:58太陽升起/浪花兄弟
14:08:49Touch My Body/Sistar
14:12:13Save you tonight/One Direction
14:17:14安靜/周杰倫
14:22:39不安室的奈美惠/炎亞綸/吳卓源
14:26:19Say So/Doja Cat/Nicki
14:33:26記憶/MISIA 米希亞
14:39:24奇怪的帽子/關吉吉
14:43:33荷里活/曹格
14:50:29B.O./OZI/9m88
14:55:02We've Got It Going On/Backstreet Boys
15:04:05軋車/五月天
15:06:38When They Come For Me/Linkin Park
15:11:28One by one oh We're Gonna Die/Tizzy Bac
15:19:13Love You Lately/Daniel Powter
15:22:07你是最美的/王語昕
15:26:39愛情條約/張宇
15:34:51Hop in/嚴正化/華莎
15:38:25戰神/MP 魔幻力量
15:43:27平凡之路/朴樹
15:51:41Prisoner/Miley Cyrus
15:54:27獨一無二/羅志祥
16:04:06知己/周慧敏/邰正宵
16:08:58為我好/Crispy脆樂團
16:13:04Staring At The Stars/Passenger
16:18:44甩一甩/葛仲珊/比莉
16:22:29Dangerous/Michael Jackson
16:29:31眼淚不聽話/安婕希
16:36:50Sweet Girl/B1A4
16:41:57三個人的晚餐/王若琳
16:50:26走散/曹楊
16:54:42Lovers in Japan/Coldplay
01/11星期一
14:03:56愛的動名片/安心亞
14:07:07Luv Me/AOA
14:10:33媽媽說/周渝民
14:15:27聽見下雨的聲音/魏如昀
14:19:54小時候的我們/周興哲
14:23:15Silhouette/Tom Odell
14:32:01Get The Party Started/P!nk
14:35:45少在那邊/葉瑋庭/賴聖恩
14:40:14先得方/鼓鼓/萬芳
14:49:02永遠在身邊/大嘴巴
14:53:36Super Delicate/Hey! Say! JUMP
15:04:12啞巴情歌/黃乙玲
15:08:16獨處的時候/蘇打綠
15:12:40 報告那個班長/謝和弦
15:18:54BAD LADY/楊丞琳
15:22:05Gangnam Style/Psy
15:25:37And No Matches/Scooter
15:34:00赤裸真相/蕭亞軒
15:39:00下雨天/張傑
15:43:30Don't Know Why/平井堅
15:50:29牛仔很忙/周杰倫
15:54:20This Is The Last Time/Keane
16:03:56忘了時間的鐘/古巨基
16:07:14Lucky/Jason Mraz
16:10:15我的左耳/舒米恩
16:15:11Dirrty/Christina Aguilera
16:19:05皇后區的皇后/葛仲珊
16:22:02LOVE GUN/Nissy
16:29:31懼高症/徐佳瑩
16:33:50NaKuNa/郭采潔
16:38:13When The Going Gets Tough/Boyzone
16:46:04多一天/曹楊/劉明湘
16:50:16無限大/孫燕姿
16:54:19No Vacancy/One Republic
01/08星期五
2:04:52 PMLet It Go/Idina Menzel
2:08:26 PM青山在/莫文蔚
2:12:50 PMMoi J'aime skier/Pigloo
2:17:28 PM就站在這裡/小宇-宋念宇
2:21:51 PMBeautiful/Crush
2:25:28 PM女孩, 你想要什麼呢?/PIA吳蓓雅
2:33:17 PM三秒笑/江靜
2:37:07 PMThe Cure/Lady Gagae
2:41:40 PM衝動/動力火車
2:50:12 PM房客/呂婕菲
2:53:40 PMI Love You, Sayonara/倖田來未
3:04:06 PM唉喲唉喲/江蕙
3:08:11 PM對面的女孩看過來/任賢齊
3:11:10 PMLiar/Camila Cabello
3:16:49 PMIn Your Time/李秀賢
3:21:08 PM獨家記憶/陳小春
3:26:04 PM假的假的/胖球/斯拉
3:33:04 PM地球上最浪漫的一首歌/黃鴻升
3:38:48 PMWorth It/Fifth Harmony
3:42:29 PM辣台妹/頑童MJ116
3:50:18 PM我這個人/艾怡良
3:56:04 PM喧嘩上等/東京事變
4:04:06 PM忙與盲/張艾嘉
4:08:31 PM以詩之名/路嘉欣
4:12:12 PM櫻花女孩/NEWS
4:18:54 PM我愛的人不愛我/張智成
4:23:07 PM目光/魏如昀
4:26:52 PMTalk Love/K.Will
4:34:34 PMTurn Up The Radio/Madonna
4:38:12 PM城市狂響/許書豪
4:42:56 PM雪咧飛/黃妃
4:51:18 PMSussudio/Phil Collins
4:55:27 PM情花開/張棟樑
01/07星期四
14:04:41大俠艾吃漢堡包/艾成
14:08:28不吃早餐才是一件很嘻哈的事/MC HotDog
14:12:43速食餐(Fast food song)/素食搖滾客
14:17:26愛情海/梁詠琪
14:21:55Goodbye My Friends/生命樹樂團
14:26:03Heaven/FT ISLAND
14:33:29Sexy Sexy Lover/Modern Talking
14:36:29愈慢愈美麗/蔡依林
14:40:35愛,很簡單/陶吉吉
14:49:40想見你/德永英明
14:54:25我只想在乎我在乎的/白安
15:04:04Beautiful的你莫走/七月半
15:08:21咖啡戀曲/旺福
15:12:19泳池畔的美人魚/V6
15:18:52那年夏天寧靜的海/王心凌i
15:22:57有一種愛叫等待/邱鋒澤
15:26:51A Sky Full Of Stars/Coldplay
15:35:16東京路人甲/I Don't Like Monday
15:39:29Afterglow/Ed Sheeran
15:42:30狂戀/陳綺貞
15:49:33I Say Baby/周湯豪
15:53:59Fast Car/Jonas Blue/Dakota
16:04:03相思成災/劉德華
16:08:39如果那天/林凡
16:11:57LATATA/(G)I-DLE
16:17:37變心記/蔡旻佑
16:21:13神隊友/慢慢說樂團
16:24:37Pussy Cat/Lou Bega
16:31:55鋼琴鍵/戴佩妮
16:35:43天天夜夜/F.I.R.飛兒樂團
16:41:33Too Much/Carly Rae Jepse
16:48:13That's What I Like/Bruno Mars
16:51:35沒辦法/黃立成/Machi
16:54:54NoNoNo/APINK
01/06星期三
2:04:31 PM笑一個/浩角翔起
2:08:08 PMCha Cha Cha/Humo feat Josef
2:11:32 PM失戀陣線聯盟/草蜢
2:16:01 PMSomeone Over The Rainbow/許哲珮/莫子儀
2:19:56 PM空位/張信哲
2:24:47 PMMORE & MORE/TWICE
2:32:09 PMNo Good For You/Meghan Trainor
2:35:41 PM獨上C樓/YELLOW黃宣/范曉萱
2:40:33 PM孤獨患者/陳奕迅
2:48:36 PMYes I do/Supper Moment
2:53:49 PMChocolate Disco/Perfume
3:04:12 PM真心換絕情/吳宗憲
3:09:06 PM少了一件牛仔褲/閻奕格
3:13:35 PMNext To You/Chris Brown
3:19:43 PM狠狠愛/徐若瑄
3:23:13 PM麻木/王大文
3:25:23 PMPop Star/平井堅
3:34:45 PMMatches/Britney Spears Glory
3:38:40 PM有故事的人/周華健
3:43:09 PM 你是最美的/王語昕
3:50:28 PM防空洞/蘇慧倫/張震嶽
3:56:08 PMA/GOT7
4:03:59 PM相思爬上心底/鳳飛飛
4:06:54 PM愛情黑皮書/庾澄慶
4:10:51 PM人生Blues/早安少女組
4:17:01 PM溫柔時空/陳立農
4:21:11 PM我不再怕/梁心頤
4:25:21 PMNot Today_Feat_Eve/Mary J. Blige
4:33:29 PMSwing/U-KNOW允浩/BoA
4:36:48 PM薇多莉亞的秘密/張惠妹
4:40:33 PM對等關係/HUSH
4:49:53 PM管他啦/Matzka
4:53:28 PMCome As You Are/Santana
01/05星期二
14:03:59小女孩/張芸京
14:08:00As I Am/Miley Cyrus
14:11:35自己人/鼓鼓
14:16:09自己照顧自己/萬芳
14:20:11嘿 親愛的/陳勢安
14:25:25Hands on Me/少女時代-太妍
14:32:45Lonely Together/Rita Ora
14:35:42沒什麼不能愛/曾沛慈
14:40:42諾亞方舟/五月天
14:49:39Afterglow/Ed Sheeran
14:53:47土耳其冰淇淋/周杰倫
14:56:57Birthday Cake/Rihanna
15:04:05純情青春夢/許富凱
15:09:13Love Story/安室奈美惠
15:13:47怨偶/MC HotDog/艾怡良
15:18:45Stranger/Hilary Duff
15:22:52JioJioMe/黃明志
15:25:49TeBaGiYa!/BIGBANG-大成
15:33:46What Do I Call You/太妍
15:37:37葉子/阿桑
15:42:16小情歌/蘇打綠
15:49:56Goodbye My Friends/生命樹樂團
15:55:11I Heard A Rumour/Bananarama
16:04:03每一次喊你/無印良品
16:07:51過去、現在和未來/CNBLUE
16:11:34小姐請你乎我愛/梁文音/六甲樂團
16:16:25CAN'T STOP THE FEELING!/Justin Timberlack
16:20:17愛tears/Nissy西島隆弘
16:23:40來個蹦蹦/玖壹壹/Ella 陳嘉樺
16:30:33相信/孫燕姿
16:34:55不搖滾/八三夭/房東的貓不搖滾
16:40:40Sing It Out Loud/OMI
16:47:34親愛的/潘瑋柏
16:51:29初戀粉色系/南拳媽媽
16:55:05Celebrate/Mika
01/04星期一
2:04:32 PMPOSTCARDS /James Blunt
2:09:13 PM超級喜歡/卓文萱
2:12:11 PM只想說,謝謝妳/MONKEY MAJIK
2:17:00 PMYes I do/Supper Moment
2:21:39 PM我是如此愛你/林慧萍
2:26:16 PMLUCKY GUY/金賢重
2:33:25 PMGet Your Number/Mariah Carey
2:36:37 PM你知道這不是愛/蔡詩蕓
2:40:53 PM想你了/光良
2:48:32 PM舞女/岑寧兒
2:52:39 PM心動/庾澄慶
2:55:36 PMWho Says /Selena Gomez/ The Sence
3:04:13 PM愛情甜甜/孫淑媚
3:08:01 PM中意他/梁詠琪
3:10:47 PM夢話/NU'EST
3:17:37 PM下一個永遠/張信哲
3:22:18 PMWrong Direction/Hailee Steinfel
3:26:13 PMRadio/黃文星
3:34:18 PM魔法BOY/春艷/持修
3:37:33 PM不要不要/陳珊妮/魏如萱
3:41:49 PMNA!NA!NA!/嵐
3:46:30 PM有一種悲傷/A-Lin
3:50:17 PMMake You Feel My Love/Adele
3:53:42 PM我就喜歡/王力宏
4:03:59 PM出去走走/張震嶽
4:07:31 PMWonderland/倖田來未
4:10:50 PM翹翹板/吳汶芳
4:16:13 PM不愛自己的人/蔡佩軒
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某宗教団体の女性と別れてトラブルが・・・
あの視聴者さんの近況は?
#別れ#婚活パーティー#独身
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給料日の悲劇・・・給与明細書を見て落胆するアラフィフ独身男
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↓パーティーパーティー以外の婚活業者よ、しっかりしろ!↓
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↓婚活で出会って「この人とは合わないかも」と思った事↓
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↓見えてきた元カノの正体と自分の出生の秘密を話すよ↓
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↓井上真央似の元カノから9年ぶりに連絡が来た!?↓
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↓都内某所で開催された婚活パーティーは女性参加数に異変が↓
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↓某婚活業者へトラブルに関してのメールを送信↓
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↓婚活パーティーで参加女性が全員来なかった↓
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↓婚活パーティーで参加女性が誰も来なかった件の補足動画↓
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↓今日、参加した婚活パーティーが酷かった・・・↓
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↓生活保護を受給しながら婚活している女性が現れた!?↓
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視聴者さんが本交際していた女性と破局。
原因は某宗教団体の信者だった。
別れた後に実はこんな事が起きていた・・・
#婚活パーティー#宗教#独身
婚活中アラサー以上の女性達が望む「普通の男」とは?↓
https://youtu.be/UYvQzObSSCE
↓ハイステータス系婚活パーティー業者の取扱説明書↓
https://youtu.be/8BybE1jqPEI
↓最近の男女が『結婚をしない』選択肢を選ぶ理由とは?↓
https://youtu.be/MwLh6tG_bZs
↓パーティーパーティー以外の婚活業者よ、しっかりしろ!↓
https://youtu.be/5jn7dcFO86o
↓カップリングした女性からLINEの返事が来なくなる理由とは?↓
https://youtu.be/_QucZumUS70
↓婚活で出会って「この人とは合わないかも」と思った事↓
https://youtu.be/JQtaMLGKxsE
↓元カノから毎日LINEが来るんだが・・・下ネタは止めてw↓
https://youtu.be/iu3YGnHcJCg
↓見えてきた元カノの正体と自分の出生の秘密を話すよ↓
https://youtu.be/FpErivIYA8c
↓井上真央似の元カノから9年ぶりに連絡が来た!?↓
https://youtu.be/oPHZU6PrfY8
↓都内某所で開催された婚活パーティーは女性参加数に異変が↓
https://youtu.be/BLvJXC-7yLc
↓某婚活業者へトラブルに関しての企業側の見解を問うメールを送信↓
https://youtu.be/smlbrnVLBy4
↓婚活パーティーで参加女性が全員来なかった↓
https://youtu.be/GZ2w3xosaJ0
↓婚活パーティーで参加女性が当日誰も来なかった騒動の補足動画↓
https://youtu.be/lQwyURQvK9g
↓働いていない元カノにYouTuberデビューを勧めてみた↓
https://youtu.be/P7Z9-dCpPw0
↓某婚活業者へ送信したメールの返事はTELで弁明された様です↓
https://youtu.be/nWCJcdlqaTY
↓今日、参加した婚活パーティーが酷かった・・・↓
https://youtu.be/Cwqg6OclxRc
↓生活保護を受給しながら婚活している女性が現れた!?↓
https://youtu.be/lycDOFGj6yY
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那個夢想,和凜一起站在世界舞台的夢想,或許永遠也無法實現了。
大賽後的練習強度變小,鮫柄水泳部在學期結束前只剩下部長交接時的惡魔傳統而已──
雖然只剩下這個小活動,要打敗凜才能結束的活動還是讓不少人哭著加緊練習,以免重蹈
去年御子柴交接的慘劇。
宗介在大賽後很少下水,加上凜已經知道宗介的傷勢,不需要再隱瞞,於是坐在池邊偶爾
指導部員的時間變多了,看著凜發呆的時間也變多了。凜的蝶式充滿了侵略性的美,宗介
還記得他第一次和凜游接力的時候,從池中看著飛躍入池的凜的身影,心中的那股悸動。
宗介討厭遙,不管是因為遙對游泳的態度,或者是凜和遙之間曖昧的氣氛。凜一直追逐遙
的這件事情,也讓宗介感到憤怒及煩躁,他希望凜追逐的身影是自己,希望和凜一起游泳
的人是自己,遙明明有那樣的能力,也擁有凜的關注,卻一臉沒興趣的樣子讓宗介對遙的
討厭程度更加上升。
他一直把凜當成重要的對手,但當他在那年的大賽中,看到凜一腳踢翻了垃圾桶的模樣,
他突然發覺自己對凜並不是那樣的感情。
他想要的更多。
但是自己成為凜追逐的對象、甚至連與凜並肩前進的能力都沒有。
那些夢想,永遠都是夢吧。
宗介常常坐在池邊想著這些事情。
揉著肩膀,宗介帶著一臉不耐離開了泳池,正在水中的凜並沒有發現。
不知道在草地上躺了多久,突然一個帶著大大微笑的臉龐湊近。
「午安!」
「喔!是江啊。」宗介爬了起來,還穿著校服的江把雙手背在後面笑瞇了眼。
「吶吶,現在有空嗎?」
「是沒什麼事…」
還來不及問江要做什麼,宗介就被江拉著往校門的方向走。
「要做什麼嗎?」宗介一臉無奈地跟在江的後面。
「秘密,是給宗介的禮物喔!」江晃著長長的馬尾,用開心的語調說。
嘆了一口氣,反正今天也沒有打算下水,宗介便放棄回泳池的打算。
而泳池的門口,凜靠在牆邊看著宗介和江的背影,面無表情。
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最近宗介常常中途就離開泳池,回到寢室時也只是含混地說出去透透氣;傳訊息問江,江
也若無其事地說最近都在忙下學期招收新社員的事情,完全沒有提到宗介。凜有好幾次偷
偷在宗介消失後走出泳池,每次都看到江拉著宗介往外走的背影。
今天宗介又提早離開了,甚至連晚飯都沒有回來。凜煩躁地躺在床上。
宗介和江、宗介和江、宗介和江。
兩人的背影浮現在凜的眼前,他不知道自己煩躁的原因是因為江和宗介走在一起,還是宗
介和江走在一起。
「我回來了。」宗介進門後,把背包放在椅子上,從背包中拿出了一個環狀的吊飾。褐色
的圓環用紫紅色的線繞成美麗的圖樣,下頭繫了和線相同顏色的漸層羽毛,非常漂亮。
宗介爬上床鋪,將吊飾掛在床頭。
「那是什麼?」凜爬起來探頭問。
「喔,」宗介一邊把吊飾掛好,一邊說:「朋友給我的,硬是要我掛起來。」接著左右端
詳了一下,甚至拿手機拍了照,貌似還傳了訊息後才爬下床。
凜抬頭看著吊飾,分明是和江相同的顏色。還拍照咧,宗介什麼時候變成這麼肉麻兮兮的
人。
他轉過頭望著宗介。
「宗介。」凜從床上坐起。
「嗯?」宗介一邊脫下上衣一邊悶聲回答。
「你是不是有事情瞞著我?」
宗介明顯地遲疑了一下,又若無其事地繼續動作。他將髒衣服丟到籃子裡,從衣櫃中拿出
更換的衣物,經過凜身邊時揉了揉凜的頭髮,對凜笑了笑,什麼也沒回答就走進浴室沖澡
。
凜一咂嘴,心情更是煩躁,趁宗介在洗澡時踹了好幾下宗介的椅子,又躺回床上把自己捲
起來。
宗介和江、宗介和江、宗介和江。
宗介洗好澡出來時,凜已經睡著了,滿臉怒氣。
他露出無奈的笑容,把凜捲得不像樣的被子拉好,極其輕巧地吻了凜的額頭。
「凜,」宗介像要確認什麼似的輕聲喊著。
「凜、凜。」
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凜和宗介吵架了。
就算是最遲鈍的百太郎也察覺到兩人間的氣氛異常僵硬。但是凜裝作沒事地繼續訓練部員
,而宗介也一如往常地坐在池邊,面無表情。宗介中途離開泳池的頻率越來越高,而凜的
脾氣也隨之越來越差。
這天凜甚至對來探班的江發了脾氣,而反常地追上去的卻是宗介。
凜對江生氣,對宗介生氣,但其實最氣的是亂發脾氣的自己,那樣從小呵護的妹妹、他竟
然毫無理由地對自己最疼愛的妹妹發脾氣。
凜將自己埋在床裡,閉上眼都是江一臉快哭出來的表情,還有宗介追上去的背影。
然後凜聽到了開門聲,從踏進門的第一步凜就知道是宗介回來了。
「凜。」
凜霎那間不知道該用什麼心情面對宗介,於是乾脆繼續埋著頭裝睡。
宗介把背包放好後,便走到凜的身邊坐下。
「不是你想的那樣。」沒有開場白,沒有詢問凜,宗介一開口便直接切入。
凜一楞,心情不是預料中的放鬆,而是憤怒。宗介又知道自己在想什麼了,憑什麼這樣自
作主張地猜測自己的心思。
「吶凜,」宗介交疊雙手,眼睛盯著天花板:「我曾經有個夢想,我想和你一起走上世界
的舞台,而我也一直為了這個夢想努力著。」
「可是這個夢,永遠都沒辦法實現了。」
宗介的聲音有點沙啞,凜忍住想要爬起來罵宗介的衝動,右手緊緊抓著枕頭。
「手受傷了之後,我就放棄了這個夢想,這些你都知道。」
「不過我一直都沒有跟你說,其實我還有另一個夢想。」
凜微微抬起頭。
「我想要和你一起游泳。」
宗介反射性地壓著肩膀。
「前陣子,我連舉起手都有點困難。」連這個微小的夢想,神明都要奪走嗎,宗介沒說出
口。
「江從笹部教練那裡打聽到了一位醫師,便拉著我去。」宗介露出苦笑:「因為不確定能
不能治好,所以一直沒有告訴你。」
「最近終於開始治療,雖然沒辦法回到競泳的世界裡,但是慢慢來的話,似乎可以回到水
裡了。」
「凜,對不起。」
只是一句對不起,凜瞬間了解這一句對不起中,包含了多少情感。
一直瞞著你治療的事情,對不起。
沒有告訴你這個夢想,對不起。
讓你這麼痛苦,對不起。
「還有,謝謝。」宗介伸手揉了揉凜的頭髮。
謝謝你讓我擁有這樣的夢想,謝謝你沒有放棄我,謝謝你一直陪在這樣的我身邊。
宗介看著哭到抽氣的凜,笑著說了聲「笨蛋。」
凜毫不留情地用力踹了宗介好幾腳。
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「那個捕夢網啊,明明就是你的顏色。」
「……」
宗介又被踹了兩腳。
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其實我本來想要虐宗介的冏>
捕夢網是用來捕捉惡夢,帶來好夢的吊飾,因此我原本是打算讓宗介的傷好起來,和凜一
起站上世界舞台,然後發現這其實是捕夢網帶來的一場夢。
不過怎麼會寫成這樣的我也不知道冏>
還讓凜凜哭了冏>
大概是因為宗介的自虐氣場太強了我虐不了他.....
以上,感謝大家的收看OTZ
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