Before release. Note 1:
When I released Really wanna know ya last November I thought I was preparing for a new chapter of my life. I felt happy, energetic, in love and my music said it all. Little did I know the past year was gonna be the hardest for me mentally. The world fell apart and I fell apart too. Some relationships broke, others got stronger, I started doubting myself, started feeling “sad” not being used to feeling sad (cause “I’m a positive person and positive people shouldn’t feel sad”) and I’ve paid the price of my own nature: rushing into things and decisions, jumping to conclusions and not allowing myself to feel down. I was at my lowest and I barely recognized myself... Here’s what people see about me most of times but what is in my next release deals with that part of me I’d never like to allow myself to be cause I don’t like it... Useless to say that writing music has played a key part in helping me and being my therapy those times and you know I am a sucker at pretending. So here’s the first of many notes of my truth.
(With attached all of my highest most stupid moments to keep everything very me and a little less dramatic cause life is very amazing❤️)
25 more sleeps till a new start.
#note1
同時也有27部Youtube影片,追蹤數超過2,190的網紅ADM,也在其Youtube影片中提到,閉上眼那就是一幅畫; Bad thing 是紅色的。 💉💉💉 #使用耳機聆聽最佳 #請開字幕 詞Lyrics :ADM 曲Compose :ADM 編曲Music Arrange :Kevin Katana 混音Mix :ADM 錄音Record :ADM 製作人Producer :ADM ...
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fell apart 在 A Happy Mum Facebook 的最佳貼文
Grief.
It's something no one wishes to experience. Yet, it happens to everyone at one point or another in our lives. Actually, it doesn't happen just once. The older we get, grief will come knocking on our doors every once in a while because that is just how life works .While I've always tried to look on the bright side of life, July was truly a turbulent and depressing month for me.
You see, while still dealing with the shocking local news regarding mental health issues and trying my best to have an open discussion with the kids as we head into the exam period, my own world fell apart when I was informed that my beloved grandma was hospitalised and in a coma.
For the next two weeks, it was terribly dreadful that we couldn't visit her due to the pandemic restrictions. We had video calls with her almost every day to tell her we love her and gently urge her to wake up but I wanted to be by her side so, so badly. My spirits were lifted when my Mum told me she opened her eyes and we even heard her saying "Bye bye". Surely that is a good sign and she is getting better, right?
Alas, things deteriorated swiftly and by the end of that fortnight, she decided to leave this world. I can't go into details now without being a wreck because I just miss her so much and have so many regrets. For now, I am working on gathering her photos and making a video so that my kids will always remember her. I guess when I am ready, I will dedicate a post to her and pour my feelings out. But for now, I'm just not brave enough to do it yet. In this post of "Happiness is...", I've realised it's okay to sometimes be a little lost and a little sad.
fell apart 在 Deeecupps V Facebook 的最佳解答
This morning Haan took this picture of us and I got so emotional and for the first time, im so glad I get to come home during this pandemic.
Dear @emmalishar, You are turning 3 in 3 months time but yesterday you were just 3 months old when I hugged you to sleep. Yes, many warned me about sleep training but heck, I just want to hold you in my arms, forever if I can.
They said you will be your children's everything up till they are 10, then you will be everything they don't want (😂), true, I can't wait for Emma to be embarrassed of me when I pull a "you're doing great, Honey". To all mums out there, here’s me cheering you on all things you do, for our children and our family. I see you sacrificing your dream to stay home, I see you sacrificing your time to teach, I see you sacrificing your strength to clean. I see you everyday. YOU are seen. You guys are champions and I am so glad to be apart of the team. ❤️
Special thanks to @uniqlomy for sending me this set of matchy pyjamas with the comfiest material ever. I literally fell asleep in less than 2 minutes. lol.
fell apart 在 ADM Youtube 的最佳貼文
閉上眼那就是一幅畫;
Bad thing 是紅色的。
💉💉💉
#使用耳機聆聽最佳
#請開字幕
詞Lyrics :ADM
曲Compose :ADM
編曲Music Arrange :Kevin Katana
混音Mix :ADM
錄音Record :ADM
製作人Producer :ADM
Ins: https://www.instagram.com/sickboyadm/
Fell in luv,Fell apart 一線之間
早知道she was a bad thing
Cha$in the money 不斷racks on racks
像是那些藥丸bad thing
忘記了時間在整個weekend
無限輪迴poppin bad thing
讓誰心碎at the end of the day
Sorry 我才是那bad thing
Shawty 著急的callin on my phone
I was like sorry 沒時間
一開始就知道I got the ball
看走了眼那些fake friends
In the other side
存不存在paradise?
我只想要roll the dice
All these money on my mind
帥的像全身designer
身邊從來不缺faker
I don’t need luv跟romance
她掃視我全身like laser
只被我的身分收買
那些bullshit,don’t u lie?
她的臉that’s what I like
but she’s a bad thing inside
Knew she’s a bad thing inside
我也不乖
Don’t killin my vibe
Double cup sippin the wine
She got me high
This shit’s on fire
珍珠項鍊on my neck
Coppin my drip
U such a loser
一個人so on my grind
一個人出產
I got no producer
In the other side
存不存在paradise?
我只想要roll the dice
All these money on my mind
帥的像全身designer
身邊從來不缺faker
I don’t need luv跟romance
她掃視我全身like laser
Fell in luv,Fell apart 一線之間
早知道she was a bad thing
Cha$in the money 不斷racks on racks
像是那些藥丸bad thing
忘記了時間在整個weekend
無限輪迴poppin bad thing
讓誰心碎at the end of the day
Sorry 我才是那bad thing
fell apart 在 外國人在台灣-安德鏡頭下的世界 Youtube 的最讚貼文
來過 #台灣 的人會跟你說什麼?
- #美食
- 友善的人
- 便利性
但是當你是住在台灣更久的外國人,會發現還有更多!
- 台灣有很多甚至是當地人都沒注意到的秘密。
- 台灣水果不只是美味,但是他們會讓你有錢、幫助你的事業跟健康嗎?
- 你知道皮克斯有一個非常有名的主角,他的背後有一個"台灣製"的刺青嗎?
- 哪一個國家在亞洲之心,所以去任何國家旅行都非常便宜又方便嗎?
- 世界上最好喝的啤酒有可能在台灣買比歐洲更便宜嗎?
請看看影片,還有讓我知道哪些是關於台灣,而你從來不知道的事 :)))
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為了20美金! 美國人38年前到了台灣,從此愛上! - For 20 USD! An American came to Taiwan 38 years ago and fell in love here!
https://youtu.be/ejxYXslkzVE
搬到台灣會讓你的生活更快樂嗎?從一個失戀又失意的男孩,到幸福雙收的臭豆腐愛爸 - Cole Fogle的採訪 - Moving to TAIWAN Gonna Make You Happier?
https://youtu.be/n4toWmRkyqc
棄高薪、賣房,從美國搬到台灣,值得嗎? - Quitting jobs, selling house, and moving to Taiwan. Was it worth it?
https://youtu.be/Z2rrocZRalo
5個為什麼外國人最愛住台灣的理由 - 5 Reasons Why Foreigners Love Living in Taiwan!
https://youtu.be/pTagqXoY-x0
在台灣必做、必吃、必玩的10件事 - 旅遊導覽 - BEST 10 Things To Do in Taiwan Travel Guide
https://youtu.be/fUptXEa3xrY
我在台灣學到的7件事,也許全世界都應該學習 - 7 Things the world can learn from Taiwan
https://youtu.be/6vojxbWWG_o
Wes Davies 衛斯理:
https://youtu.be/c/UCB29YwVijDL98e3cESRzWBA
#外國人 #愛台灣 #生活 #老外 #文化 #方便
fell apart 在 Jessica Vu Youtube 的精選貼文
(tw: gore) 2020's almost over and I barely survived it ? I'll explain in this chit chat get ready with me + show you my updated eyeliner routine/go-to updated everyday makeup tutorial so get comfy! ? Also I'm doing an updated Q&A soon so feel free to leave questions in the comments ♡
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Hello! How are you all? I hope you had a merry Christmas with loved ones whether in-person or virtually this year ☃️
This wasn't intended to be my last video of 2020, but...nothing's really gone as intended for me this year. I never really talk about my mental health too deeply on here but idk if anybody really reads these diary entries anymore so I'll get a little more vulnerable ? I fell into a deep depression in the later months of 2020. It was probably the worst I've ever been mentally. I mentioned in my GRWM from January of this year that I was finally playing with colors and avant-garde makeup again because I was happy and comfortable being seen, but then lockdown happened and everything fell apart by April. Quarantine revealed to me the severity of issues I've been aware of but never felt the need to address. So I'm finally starting therapy in 2021! Thank you for sticking with me for another year. Here's to moving forward, ever-improving.
♡ xo
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P R O D U C T S
EYES ⁺
˖ O-Lens Anna Sui Dolly Girl Tint Brown Contact Lenses (code "JESSICAVU" for $ off) https://bit.ly/3t1BeC7
˖ Makeup by Mario Master Pigment Pro Eyeliner Pencil ("The Perfect Brown") https://bit.ly/3aNlyw0
˖ OFÉLIA Modern Liquid Eyeliner ("Mocha") https://bit.ly/3dLJfCo
˖ Kaja Chocolate Dahlia Beauty Bento Bouncy Shimmer Eyeshadow Trio ("03 Brown Sugar", "02 Cool Khaki") https://bit.ly/3houDfH
˖ Etude House Lash Perm Curl Fix Mascara ("Brown") https://amzn.to/3hqVTKD
˖ Gucci Beauty Crayon Définition Sourcils Powder Eyebrow Pencil ("4 Brun") https://bit.ly/2JmD2DU
˖ Em Cosmetics Flexibrow Clear Brow Gel https://bit.ly/3hlcPlM
˖ Benefit Cosmetics Precisely, My Brow Pencil Waterproof Eyebrow Definer ("5 Warm Black-Brown") https://bit.ly/38J5Sat
˖ Petite Cosmetics Stick With Me Eyelash Glue https://bit.ly/2RaWYdA
˖ Miche Bloomin' Eyelash Brown Line ("09 Nudy Brown") http://bit.ly/38Hk17J
FACE ⁺
˖ Bio-Oil Skincare Oil https://bit.ly/3pqX0gf
˖ Laneige Glowy Makeup Serum https://bit.ly/3rzOKfV
˖ Revlon PhotoReady Candid Natural Finish Anti-Pollution Foundation ("Natural Ochre 210") https://bit.ly/3hpawxW
˖ Too Faced Born This Way Super Coverage Multi-Use Concealer ("Almond", "Snow") https://bit.ly/3aNsngM
˖ HALEYS Beauty RE:TOUCH Perfecting Setting Powder http://bit.ly/2KXloXR
˖ Kevyn Aucoin The Sculpting Contour Powder ("Medium") https://bit.ly/38ImkaT
˖ Kaja Cheeky Stamp Blendable Blush ("07 Spicy") https://bit.ly/34NTEvU
˖ Make Up For Ever Star Lit Powder ("2 Frozen Gold") https://bit.ly/34QmGee
˖ Revlon ColorStay Micro Hyper Precision Gel Eyeliner ("Brown") https://bit.ly/2xtzgmd
LIPS ⁺
˖ NYX Professional Makeup Slim Lip Pencil ("Natural") https://bit.ly/38KXE1A
˖ Anastasia Beverly Hills Pro Pencil ("Base 1") https://bit.ly/3o6d7PS
˖ Laneige Lip Glowy Balm ("Peach") https://bit.ly/2WVE78N
˖ Too Faced Peach Puff Long-Wearing Diffused Matte Lip Color ("Brunchin'") https://bit.ly/3nT1Wu5
˖ Revlon ColorStay Micro Hyper Precision Gel Eyeliner ("Brown") https://bit.ly/2xtzgmd
WEARING ⁺
˖ Hair Roller https://bit.ly/3pu9AeM
˖ 8 Other Reasons x Jenn Im Alps Chain Link Earrings ("Gold") https://bit.ly/34NXWDy
˖ PDPAOLA La Palette Necklace http://bit.ly/3aNSy7o
˖ LIPHOP Open-Front Cropped Fluffy Cardigan + Bustier Top Set https://bit.ly/38CGbrS
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T O O L S
˖ Sigma Beauty Waterline Liner Brush E17 https://bit.ly/3hnMG5P
˖ Shiseido Eyelash Curler https://bit.ly/2KyFCYi
˖ Sigma Beauty 3DHD Blender Makeup Sponge http://bit.ly/2GOkuZA
˖ Sigma Beauty High Cheekbone Highlighter Brush F03 https://bit.ly/38IFJZ4
˖ Zoeva Powder Brush 106 https://bit.ly/3rxDYXl
˖ Colourpop Small Tapered Brush E9 http://bit.ly/2V55rPe
˖ Colourpop Blush Brush https://bit.ly/3aPEE4q
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T E C H
˖ CAMERA
Canon EOS Rebel T6i DSLR
https://amzn.to/2PcG1Mk
˖ LENS
EF-S 18-55mm IS STM Kit Lens
https://amzn.to/2P7wAxx
˖ EDITING PROGRAM
Final Cut Pro X 10.4.1
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M U S I C
˖ The Marías - Over The Moon https://youtu.be/6jiu9TlR11o
˖ Softy - Before the Rain Comes https://youtu.be/YWQ4WNAekG4
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